You fooled them and you can't help but feel proud of yourself..
You put on that smile and it works like a charm, but deep inside you want someone to know... You might have fooled them but you haven't fooled yourself.. Nobody knows why you cut your arms, why you starve yourself and throw up everything you ate or why you smoke the night away.. Nobody actually asked how you're feeling it feels like nobody really cares. If they did nobody could understand. You're getting bad again and the worst part is you're doing self destructive things while your parents are sleeping. No one sees you cry or struggle.. You feel like you deserve all this pain.. Well I'm here now to tell you that you do not deserve it.. Nobody deserves to put a blade to their wrist, to restrict everything they ate just to fit in, or getting high to dissasociate with themselves because they hate their true self. You don't deserve all this pain.
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