•SISTER•

•9•

•Finns pov•

•8•

I'm standing waiting for "Quinn" or how I call her Abby. After waiting for awhile I was about to leave. When I was about to walk off I heard a muffled Stop!

I turn around and see Abby. She's still beautiful like the last time I saw her. Those eyes make me want to fall in love with her all over again.

Abby: Hey.
Finn: How's the baby?
Abby: I had a...miscarriage.
Finn: What? How did this happen? *crying*

Abby: Rachel... She pushed me down a stairway when we were in Boarding school. She knew I was pregnant but she didn't care. She's a monster!

I pulled Abby into a hug. After I released the hug I kissed her. I didn't feel the Sparks I feel with Rachel but I missed the feeling of her lips on mine.

•Next day•

•Rachel's pov•

I was sitting in my room just listening to music. I heard the front door slam close then heavy foot steps up to my room. Then my door opens and a angry Finn comes into picture.

Finn: How could you?
Rachel: What the hell!
Finn: You made Abby have a miscarriage!

I was so confused. I never did this.

Rachel: What are you talking about?
Finn: Abby told me when she was pregnant you pushed her down the stairs and she lost our baby.

Rachel: 1 I never did that! 2 Yes she lost the baby but not because of me! She lost it because she wouldn't eat because she said she was fat! Since she wouldn't eat the baby didn't get any food. And 3 the baby wasn't yours! I never knew who you were until I met you at the airport. All I know is she told me she thinks if she told you the baby was yours then you wouldn't break up with her. The baby daddy was this guy she was dating out of school also known as my ex Kyle.

Finn: Your lying!
Rachel: Why would I lie to you! I told you everything about my shitty life and now you accuse me of lying!

The look on Finns face was priceless. He looked Guilty but I couldn't give in.

Finn: I'm so sorry.
Rachel: No your not. You also lied to me! When were you going to tell me you dated Abby? Or maybe how you got someone pregnant?

Finn: I didn't know how to.
Rachel: You know what? We're done.
Finn: Well... I kissed Abby...
Rachel: So now you're a lier and a cheater... Thanks for making my life a teensy bit worse.

He stormed out of my room. I went to the bathroom and looked in all the cabinets. I found a box of my old blades and opened them up.

Do I really want to do this? Yes. But I've been clean for a year. Just do it. You need to feel pain.

I got the blades and sat of the ground. I took my left sleeve and pulled it up revealing scars I forgot to cover up with concealer.

Then I stared cutting...

1 for thinking Finn liked me.
1 for being a fuck up.
1 for being worthless.
And 1 more for never being able to feel loved.

I cleaned up my cuts and bandaged them. I got a sweatshirt and pulled it over my now bloody shirt.

Then I was off to the bar. If this doesn't help my problems then maybe Weed will...