Love surrounds

Chapter 6 / regret

"Wait what?" Eric said uncomfortable. "You're gay..?" He turned looking at Olly with a disgusted face. "Whatever leave if you want to or make fun of me I don't care." Olly said drained and he looked empty. His eyes were dejected, his tone of voice sounded dead and his vibe felt uneasy. Regie looked surprised and Lily felt horrible. "Yeah I'm gonna go." Eric said getting off the couch. "Ew bruh, and uhm don't text me.." he said walking out the front door. "Regie what did I say!" Lily said getting upset. "What? He needed to know the truth." Regie said patting her head. Olly stayed silent and stared at his turned off phone. "Oliver I'm sorry.." Lily apologised for Regie. "Don't apologise for me, I didn't do anything wrong." Regie said frowning. Lily sighed and gave in to Regie. She hugged and cuddled him. Regie glanced over at olly and kind of felt bad. His face looked depressed. "I hate you.." olly said to Regie walking out the living room to the stairs. "Why aren't you nice to him?" Lily asked frowning. "I don't like gay people my love." Regie said feeling guilty. "Doesn't mean you have to be rude to him." Lily said looking down at her hands. "Ok I'm sorry my love." Regie said kissing the side of her head. "You should say sorry." She said looking at him with a sad face. "Would that make you happy?" Regie sighed. "Very." She said determined. Regie got up walking to the stairs. He walked upstairs to Olivers room, peeking in through the door. His eyes widened as he saw Olly crying on his bed. "Fuck this house man." Olly sniffed wiping his face. Regie walked in quietly. "Did I make you cry?" Regie said pouting. "Get the fuck out." Oliver said getting startled by him. "It's not my fault you're disgusting." Regie shrugged. "You're the disgusting one!" Oliver yelled tearing up more. Regie went silent and was surprised. "What kind of person would treat their friend let alone BEST friend like this?!" Oliver got more frustrated and Regie was speechless. "You're a piece of shit and I hate you so much! I hate everything about you!" Oliver said stumbling over his feet sobbing uncontrollably. "You're a horrible person." He said sounding weak still his eyes drowning from salty tears, that made his cheeks glisten in the light. "Oliver..." Regie said making a worried look. "Get the fuck out! I hate you and I never want to speak to you again!" He yelled looking at Regie with an angry expression. "You ruined me and Darren's life and you made me feel useless!" He got up more furious. "Oliver I-" Regie couldn't finish getting pushed over. "How could you feel nothing when you insult, hurt and curse me out! I'm supposed to be your best friend, we're supposed to stay and support each other!" Oliver sounded more manic and upset. "Oliver listen to me!" Regie yelled getting frustrated. "No I will never listen to a horrible person like you!" Olly shouted throwing his hands everywhere. "I can't believe I like a person like you, when all you do is hurt me and feel happy about it!" Oliver started to sob again. He fell to the ground trying to catch his breath. "What the fuck is happening here!?" Lily came barging in hearing the yelling. Her eyes widened as she saw Regie getting up from the ground stunned, while Olly was sobbing and hyperventilating kneeling on the floor. "Regie what happened?" Lily asked worried. 'He likes me?' Regie thought still in shock. "Get your Boyfriend out my room!" Olly yelled crying. Lily dragged Regie out the room feeling distressed. She walked in afterwards running towards Oliver. "I'm so sorry Oliver I really am!" She yelled feeling guilty. "It's not your fault." Oliver said wiping his face trying to stop crying. "I'll talk to him, I promise I'll make him stop." She said tearing up feeing horrible and sorry for him. She walked out to talk to Regie and Oliver got up walking to his bathroom to wipe his face. "I feel so drained man.." Oliver said sighing.

(Regies POV)

I saw Lily walk towards me, she looked like she was crying. "What's worng?" I asked worried. "You're what's wrong!" She yelled making me surprised. "You're hurting him and I do not accept that." She said stern sniffling trying to compose herself. "Baby I'm sorry.." I said in a panic. "Don't even! You better make it right or it's over." She said stomping out the front door. "What the fuck just happened?" I thought shocked. "Is this my fault or Oliver's?" I thought confused. I walked upstairs angry and was about to open his door when I thought for a second. 'All the things I said...it's my fault isn't it?' I thought with my anger turning into sorrow. "What the fuck is wrong with me." I said opening Oliver's door. He turned to look at me and he got aggravated. "Get the fuck out!" He yelled throwing a pillow at me. "Just listen to me!" I yelled catching it. "I'm sorry Oliver." I said hoping he would forgive me. "You think a sorry is going to fix this?" He said making me confused. "You think I can forgive you that easily when all you've done is treat me like shit and like I'm not even a part of your life, even though I've been your best friend!" He yelled tearing up again. That made me speechless and made me rethink everything I've ever said. "I don't care if your sorry I don't ever want to talk to you ever again and stay the fuck away from me!" He yelled throwing another pillow at me crying again. The second pillow surprised me and it hit me in the face. "I'm so sorry." I said feeling at fault. "I don't fucking care." Oliver said laying down. I walked out closing the door feeling like I was going to cry, my throat hurt and my heart felt like it stopped. I phoned Lily. "Lily!" I yelled trying to stop my tears. "I'm so sorry Lily. I tried to apologise and I feel terrible he won't forgive me. Please help me!" I said desperately. She didn't say a word and hung up the phone. I felt guilty and couldn't stop thinking about how much I hurt Oliver and Darren. "I'm such a dick." I sighed wiping my face. I heard the front door. It was the rest of the members. "Hey Regie." Justin said smiling. "Hey guys." Regie tried to compose himself. "Are you ok, it seems off in here?" Ryan said confused. "Darren I'm so sorry for treating you like shit. I don't hate you." I said trying to make it right with one person at least. "Hey it's fine man, don't worry about it." Darren said smiling and hugged me. I smiled but still felt guilty and regretful. "Aw how cute, don't hug him too long. Someones getting jealous." Kane joked pointing at seb. "Shut yo ass up." Seb said making everyone laugh. Everyone went to their rooms except me, I sat on the couch trying to figure out how to make it up to Olly. "Why am I so fucking stupid." I said tearing up. I heard the front door open, it was Lily. "Lily?" I stood up quickly off the couch. "I'm going to help.." she said frowning. "I'm sorry Lily, I'm trying." I fell into her arms with more tears running down my face. "I know, that's why I'm here to help." She said smiling a bit. "Should I try talk to him?" She asked making my face lit up a bit. "Please." I replied kissing her cheek.

(3rd persons POV)

She walked upstairs knocking on Oliver's door. "Who is it?" A shallow voice inside the room asked. "It's me Lily." She replied hoping he would let her in. "Come in..." he said hesitant. She opened the door walking in seeing Olly who looked exhausted and his eyes were red and puffy. "Oh Oliver." She said feeling sad for him. "Can I ask you something?" She asked sitting on the bed next to him. He nodded, accepting to talk to her. "Would you ever accept his apology?" She felt guilty for Regie and anxious the whole time. "I don't think so, the amount of pain he has caused me hurt a lot." Olly replied frowning. "I completely understand." Lily said agreeing. "Also.." she was hesitant to ask. "How do you really feel about Regie? And tell me honestly." She asked looking at Oliver in the eyes. He was uncertain how to put the words together. "Just think of me as a friend and not dating him." She said trying to make him more comfortable. "Well if I'm going to be honest. I like him even after all the shit he's done, I like him and I hate it." Oliver said feeling frustrated. Lily nodded taking in that information. "I want to stop liking him but it's hard." He said tearing up. "It's ok olly." She said hugging him. "Maybe when you're ready tell him the truth and how you feel for real." She said trying to make him feel better. "Try explain to him your feelings and how much it hurts you." She explained. Oliver looked down listening to her words carefully. "I don't know if I can, he's highly homophobic..." he said sighing, with a tear falling down his red cheeks. "Listen Olly, you don't have to do it now. It could be a few days, months even a year if you want, but you have to talk to him." She said rubbing his back. "He really wants to try, that's what he told me." She reassured him. Olly didn't say anything and thought about the whole conversation. "I'll think about it..." he replied sighing. "I'll give you time alone." She said smiling and hugging him sincerely. She walked out looking back at him and feeling bad. She walked downstairs to Regie and smiled a bit. "You need to be determined and have to really try." She said stern. "I realised what I've done and I regret it so much, I'll do anything..." he replied frowning. Lily hugged him and smiled feeling secure and trusted him.

Here's me posting 2 times in one day! I'm making up for New Years since I didn't post that day. I hope you are enjoying this story so far and I hope you support onwards! Anyway enjoy <3333