Love surrounds

Chapter 3 / realisation

(3rd persons POV)

They arrived at the mall, walking into the doors. "What should we do first?" Justin asked looking at Regie and Olly. "Why don't we get food first?" Regie suggested glancing at olly. Olly looked away feeling uncomfortable. "Sure, olly?" Justin turned to olly getting confirmation. "Uh yeah sure." Olly replied with a short smile.

They walked to the food court and went to a small food truck. "What do you guys want?" Justin asked Olly and Regie looking at the menu.

They sat down with their food and ate in silence. "Uh so, Olly how have you been?" Justin asked breaking it. "Oh good." He replied shortly. "Hm ok.." Justin said unsure. "How about you Regie?" He turned to Regie and smiled. "Good, I met a baddie yesterday." He smiled making Olly feel uncomfortable. "Uh I'm going to the bathroom."Olly said getting out his seat and walking away. "Is he ok?" Justin asked confused. "I don't know." Regie replied feeling weird.

Olly walked into the bathroom stalls and bumped into a guy. "Oh I'm sorry." Olly said nervously. "Oh it's alright." The man smiled. "Oh it's you again." The man said putting his hand on Ollys shoulder. "Uh? Oh yeah you're the guy from a feew weeks ago." Olly smiled awkwardly. "It's nice to see you again." He looked Olly up and down. "How come you're here?" The guy asked glaring at Olly. "Oh uh im here with my friends." He replied awkwardly. "What about you?" Olly asked curious. "I work here." The guy smiled bright. "I wanted to ask, the guy you were with last time. Was that your boyfriend?" He asked raising his eyebrow. "Oh no he's my best friend." Olly replied backing up a bit. "Oh thank god." The guy said walking closer to him. "Well I'm just going to be honest, you're really cute and I really like you." The guy admitted pushing Olly against the wall. "Uh what the hell?" Olly got nervous and pushed him away. "Don't be like that." The guy said gripping onto Olly's wrists. "You're a weirdo, can you let me go!" Olly raised his voice feeling annoyed. Interrupting the moment Regie walked in. His face dropped as he saw the guy holding Olly against the wall. "What the fuck?" Regie said clenching his jaw. Olly looked at him and felt lost. "Can you please let me go." Olly said with a weak tone of voice. "Why, we were having fun." The guy said smirking at Regie. "Olly what the fuck is happening?!" He sounded annoyed. "Nothing." He said loosening the grip of the guy. "Can you leave me alone." He said before walking out the bathroom. "You motherfucker." Regie said clenching his fists. "Ay bruh, he came to me first." The guy said smirking wide. "Yeah right, he's not a gross homo like you." "Don't you hear me? He doesn't like dick in his ass!" Regie said walking out the bathroom.

(Oliver's POV)

"Gross homo huh...?" I whispered feeling off. Regie walked out the bathroom walking passed me. I followed behind as we got to the table where Justin was. "Damn took you guys long enough." He said jokingly. I stayed silent but gave him a small smile. "Ok where to now?" Justin asked looking around smiling.

At home 5:34pm

I walked in with Justin and Regie behind me. I sighed walking up the stairs feeling exhausted. "Olly you good?" Regie asked walking next to me catching up from behind. I ignored him still feeling a bit annoyed and went inside my room. "Bruh what is your problem?" Regie asked with his voice going tense. I tried to stay calm so I didn't respond and pretended he wasn't there. "I'm deadass, what the fuck is up with you?" Regie tried getting a reaction from me, but I wasn't budging. "What, are you only going to respond to your mall boyfriend!? After today you've been so fucking weird!" Regie yelled losing his patience. I snapped and got off my bed. "Fuck off! I'm not the one acting weird. You are!" I yelled stomping up to him. "You're the one who's being a complete dick!" I yelled feeling out of control. "Tell me what's wrong with Darren?! Tell me why you have to constantly have hoes and people around you?!" I lashed out of frustration. His face was in pure shock and he stayed silent has I yelled. "Tell me Regie, why don't you like gay people?" I asked trying to calm down. Regies faced dropped and he stared at me in the eyes. "Why do you even care about them?!" Regie raised his voice getting tense. "What if I'm curious too?!" I yelled not thinking. At this point my mind was blank, I didn't know what I was saying. "What if I liked guys?! How would you feel Regie?!" I yelled tearing up. Regies face was in disbelief. "Would I still be your best friend huh?!" I yelled pushing him away from me. He caught his balance staring at me. "What the fuck are you saying?" Regie asked confused. I wiped my cheeks catching my breath. "Leave me the fuck alone." I said shaking from adrenaline. "I told you not to speak to me until you learn decency." I huffed. "You know what, gladly I don't want to talk to your gross homo ass. You and Darren can fuck each other, you're both disgusting." He said irritated. I felt my chest pain and it felt like it was unreal. "Get the fuck out and never talk or come near me and Darren again!" I yelled throwing him out my room, slamming the door and locking it. I felt frustrated to the point I started crying. "Why bruh!" I yelled falling onto the floor by my bed. "Fuck this!" I yelled unlocking my door and walking down stairs. Everyone's eyes locked onto me including Regie, their expressions were all shocked. I walked into the kitchen grabbing the car keys. "Where the fuck are you going Olly?!" Kane asked worried. I walked outside getting into the car. Before I started it, I wiped my face and tried to stop crying. I drove out the gate, driving to nowhere. "I can't do this bruh." I said stopping the car in the middle of nowhere.

Hours later

After I finished crying I drove back home, my eyes hurt, I felt exhausted and I still felt angry. I walked into the house seeing everyone in the living room. "Olly you're back!" Seb smiled. "Where did you go bruh?!" Ryan asked worried. "I'm fine don't worry." I forced a smile before going upstairs. As I walked upstairs I glanced back at Regie, he looked so unfazed. "Fuck you." I said slamming my door shut, startling the other members. I fell onto my bed throwing my jacket off. "I can't do this anymore. I hate him so much right now." I said starting to tear up again. My door creaked open as I glanced in that direction. It was Darren he stood there staring at me. "Oh hey Darren." I said forcing a smile. "You don't have to pretend Olly, you're not a robot you still have feelings." He said staring at me with a worried look. At that point my emotions were all over the place that I just broke down. Darren ran up to me hugging me. I cried in his arms feeling hurt and like I lost someone important to me.

(3rd persons POV)

As Olly was in Darren's arms, Regie walked upstairs to go to his room. Walking passed Ollys room, he peeked through the slightly opened door. "I don't know what to do Darren." Olly said sobbing on the floor in Darren's embrace. His face dropped and went weird. He felt bad but didn't care at the same time, he shrugged walking to his room as if nothing happened.

"Olly it's ok, we can get through it. His words mean shit to us." Darren tried to reassure him. Olly stayed silent trying to compose himself. He held Olly for the whole night, not letting go not even for a second.

The next morning

Olly woke up not seeing Darren anymore. 'He must of left.' He thought rubbing his red, puffy eyes. He got up walking to the bathroom to shower and change.

After he changed he went down stairs seeing Justin, Ryan and Regie in the kitchen. He walked passed them silently. "Hey Olly, what happened yesterday?" Justin asked hesitant. Olly looked and him and sighed. "What do you mean?" He asked forcing a smile. Justin glanced at Regie who was avoiding contact and frowned. "Ok.." Justin said looking away. Olly opened the fridge getting a bottle of water and walking back out getting pulled by someone.