Love surrounds

Chapter 8 /

Few hours later

I laid on my floor, my eyes were red and puffy, my head felt like I got hit by a bus and I felt terrible. "I can't even talk to Oliver to feel better." I said tearing up again. "Fuck it I need him." I said getting up and walking to his room. I nocked on his door and opened it.

(3rd persons POV)

"Can you jus-" olly said getting cut off seeing Regie in tears. "What's wrong with you..?" Olly asked feeling bad for him a little. "Lily broke up with me." Regie replied with more tears falling down his rosy cheeks. "Oh already...?" Olly mumbled. "What do you mean by that??" Regie asked looking confused. Olly realised he heard him and stayed silent. "You knew?!" Regie asked raising his voice. "Wait..how long have you and Lily been talking??" Regie asked unable to think. "Firstly we are friends so a while and secondly if you think she likes me or I like her you are dead mistaken." Oliver responded getting up from the bed. "I didn't say anything about you guys liking each other." Regie said frustrated. Olly stayed silent not knowing what to say. "Did you tell her to break up with me?" Regie asked straight forward. "Of course not!" Olly responded. "Then why the fuck would she leave me?! I gave my all to her and loved her unconditionally!" Regie said tearing up more. "She broke up with you because she doesn't love you anymore!" Olly snapped. Regie became speechless and stared at Oliver blankly. "You deserve it! All this time you've hurt me, it's good you get to feel pain for once! I'm so glad this hurts you." Oliver said tearing up.  "I hope it hurts you for a long time, you're a piece of shit and deserve all the karma you can get!" Olly lashed out not thinking. Regie was in disbelief and tears drowned his eyes. Olly wiped his face feeling just anger. "You're right." Regie said laughing but sobbing at the same time. Oliver realised what he said and regretted it all. "Wait Regie-" Olly said getting interrupted by seb and Darren walking in. "What the fuck is happening here?!" Darren asked walking to Regie, seeing him crying and Oliver who had a few tears rolling down his face. "What happened?" Seb asked walking next to Darren. "Don't worry, Lily just broke up with me..." Regie said wiping his face walking out the room. "Olly what happened?" Darren asked walking up to him. "I said things Darren.." Olly replied tearing up more.

(Regies POV)

'Why am I a fuck up.' I thought taking a hit of my vape outside. "I didn't think words could hurt me so bad." I chuckled feeling tears coming again. I sat outside by myself listening to music, I felt hopeless and alone. 'I lost my girlfriend, ruined my relationship with one of my best friends and I don't feel like myself.' I thought laying on the grass. I looked back seeing Ryan, Justin and Kane walking up to me. "Hey man, you ok?" Justin asked sitting down. "We heard about the break up, we're sorry." Kane said patting my arm. "It's fine guys, I'm nonchalant remember." I said making the three boys chuckle. They stayed with me and talked for about an hour. But I felt guilty, I felt like they shouldn't be comforting me because I really did deserve this.

Hours later

As I laid in bed feeling horrible and like my heart was in a million pieces, I heard yelling. I sat up and walked to where the yelling was happening, It was from Justin's room. I peeked into the room seeing Justin and Olly fighting while Ryan and Kane were holding them back. "Ay what the fuck is happening here?!" I yelled rushing into the room. They all looked at me as silence rose through the room. "Get your boy man." Justin huffed pulling Ryan to sit with him on the bed. "Whatever." Olly said throwing Kanes grip off him and pushed me out the way walking out the door. "You better talk to him..." Kane said sighing. I walked after Olly who went to his room. "What happened..?" I asked slowly walking into his room. He didn't say anything and that made me nervous. I thought he needed some time alone so I went to walk out. "Stay...." I heard him mumble before I left. I turned around seeing him glance at me with an annoyed expression. I sat next to him not saying anything. "Everyone's exhausting.." Olly said covering his face with his hands. "I'm here.." I said patting his back. "Are you though?" Olly grunted. "I don't want to make you more angry I'll leave." I said getting off the bed. "No." Olly said grabbing my arm. "Sit...I don't wanna be alone right now. Even if it's you..." he said sighing. I sat down half smiling. He laid down closing his eyes. "Don't you want to sleep?" I asked looking at his tired face. He slightly opened his eyes, squinting. "I have a question." He said staring at the ceiling, avoiding my question. I nodded and he sat back up. "Why don't you like gay people?" He asked making me surprised and a bit uncomfortable. "I don't know, I've never really been exposed to people liking the same gender..." I replied kinda speechless. He glanced away and nodded. "So what if you were gay and someone hated you and verbally abused you?" He asked in a serious tone. I went completely speechless. "I..I don't know." I replied in shock. "That's what I thought." He replied getting off the bed and walking to the bathroom. I zoned out and started tearing up. 'Was I that bad?' I thought shaking at the thought of hurting Oliver badly. I started to tear up more and felt terribly guilty. I covered my face trying to compose myself.

(3rd persons POV)

Olly walked back out seeing Regie covering his face. He walked quietly trying to not get noticed by Regie. He stood there trying to see why he was covering his face. "I fucked up huh.." Regie said uncovering his face wiping it. Ollys eyes widened as he saw Regie crying on his bed. 'Why the fuck is he crying..?' Olly thought confused. He walked up to him making loud footsteps, Regie quickly wiped his face and pretended nothing happened. "You're back." Regie half smiled. 'What is wrong with you?' Olly thought annoyed. He sat down next to him. "Olly." Regie said making Olly stare at him. "I'm really sorry, I know I'm stupid and I'm not going to make excuses. I miss you being with me everyday and just us being happy..." Regie said tearing up. Olly went speechless and felt bad a bit. "Listen Regie, I can't forgive you and I think you know that." Olly replied. "Can we atleast try be friends again?" Regie asked making Oliver think. "Fine.." Olly sighed unsure. Regie smiled and sighed of relief. He hugged Olly making him surprised. "Thanks man." He said squeezing him.

Sorry this took a while, I didn't have inspiration and I know this chapter is messy and kind of weird, but I hope you still enjoyed it. I appreciate your support and hope you stay for more stories/fanfics <33