Fuck You Mr. Hero

Chapter 5

Its been a week since they came back and found out there significant others were seeing each other.

Since then Carl has been on none stop runs and errands for everybody and anybody. Michonne has tried to reach out to him but he's shut down.

Carl laid in bed staring up at his ceiling. He was waiting for Daryl to get back so he could watch Judith as he went out. The sound of the doorbell rung off the walls. Carl got up stretching before going downstairs lazily.

He had his night clothes on still without his hat. He swung open the door and M/N stood there smirking. "Woah cowboy didn't know the hat came off" M/N joked as he messed up Carls hair.

Carl quickly tried to hide behind the door embarrassed. "Dude I didn't know you were coming over" M/N laughed.

"Surprise. Its been to long lets go fuck shit up" M/N smirked flinging a bat over his shoulders. Carl shook his head with a smile.

"You gonna let me get dressed then?" Carl walked inside leaving the door open M/N behind him.

M/N chuckled and sat on the couch spreading his legs. He closed his eyes as Carl rushed up to his room to change.

The front door slammed making M/N jump from his spot onto his feet. Michonne looked at him confused. "You and Carl talking again?" She questioned.

Went from never talking and always fighting to being close friends to not talking again but now there talking again it confused the hell out of the rest of the group.

"Oh uh yeah he's my only friend so"
M/N said with a sad smile. Michonne just nodded her head. Carl ran down the stairs and his eyes widened at the sight of her.

"Oh Michonne hey I'm just gonna... Hang out with M/N for awhile." Michonne smiled looking between the two boys.

"Have fun stay safe" she left into the other room as M/N smirked at Carl. "I think she likes me" Carl rolled his eyes with a playful smile.

They walked out of the house side by side as they walked down the street. Carl felt eyes staring at his back. He turned his head and saw Ron and Enid staring daggers into his back.

He slowed down and watched them. M/N looked at him then at them with a sad frown. An idea popped in his head and he smirked reaching down and grabbing Carls hand pulling him closer to were there shoulders constantly rubbed against each others.

Carl looked at M/N and saw his face. He smiled as they both walked away leaving there Ex's pissed off.

"I've got a major in pissing people off" He smirked making Carls heart beat rapidly.

He has to admit during the time where they didn't talk he was depressed. He knew the others noticed they always tried to cheer him up but nothing worked.

While he was moping around Tara and Michonne would give him little bits of encouragement about who he is. Rick showered him in support as did many others.

"Cmon I got somewhere I want you to see" M/N grabbed his hands and ran leading Carl to a near by cliff.

They could see miles of woods. Nothing else but the top of the trees. Carl smiled to himself. Both boys enjoyed each others company staring at the few.

Its the end if the world there isn't enough time to sit and look at a nice view.

Carl sat at the edge of the cliff relaxing as M/N walked next to him and plopped himself directly next to him.

M/N raised his hand and slowly lifted his hand and set it on top of Carls. Carl stiffened not daring to look over. M/N
grew some confidence and fully gripped the boys hand into his own.

Moments of silence as they both scooted closer to each other hands still intertwined.

"Carl.." M/N gulped squeezing his hand. Carl looked over at him with a small smile. After they catch each others eyes without any hesitation
M/N swooped towards him.

There lips crashed together. At that moment Carl felt his world spin. Was this really happening? He pulled his head back and stared at M/N with wide eyes filled with fear.

M/Ns face turned pale white. "Shit... I'm sorry... I'm gonna go... See ya" M/N spouted out and ran off into the woods leaving Carl alone.

Carl took a moment to catch his breath and gathered his thoughts. Once he processed what had happened he cursed at himself.

He threw his head down and curled up into his knees. It was all too overwhelming. There relationship is a giant cluster fuck of a mess.

He spent half the day by himself wandering around trying to think about what to do with M/N.

Once the sun started to drop he headed back to Alexandria. The gates opened and he walked back inside gloomy once again.

He dragged his feet down the road not sparing a glance at the worried looks the others were giving him.

He climbed up his porch stairs and as he went to turn the handle Rick opened the door with Michonne by his side.

There faces dropped when they saw Carls state. He couldn't give a shit he pushed his way past them and stumbled into his room shutting the door then wasting no time to throw his body onto the mattress.

He shoved his face into his pillow attaching to it like his life depends on it. Laying in his bed pure silence besides the muffled sounds outside.

With nothing to focus on his mind raced with many thoughts at rapid speed. His fist clenched his pillowcase as his eyes squeezed desperately trying to keep any tears threatening to fall from his eyes.

Despite his attempts it was getting to be to much. He started to break down into his pillow tears falling down his face.

Outside of his room Rick and Michonne leaned up against the wall hearing him faintly sob. They looked at each other sadly. Michonne squeezed his shoulder then walked away Rick following. Carl eventually cried himself to sleep exhausted.