Next Step

~Chapter 4~

TW/SELFHARM,ABUSE,RAPE

IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED EASILY I WOULDN'T RECOMMEND READING THIS CHAPTER.

Ellie's Pov

After Mrs.Deluca-Bishop dropped me off I went inside hoping no one was here, I opened the door and got hit with a strong scent of alcohol.

"Ellie honey where were you today we missed you" my dad said coming over to me.

"I was at school today" I said then started to walk upstairs.

"Hold up, we wanna play tonight" my dad said pointing to the 5 men in the kitchen.

"Please no I'm tired" I said starting to cry. My dad grabbed me by my hand and took me to the kitchen where he took my clothes off and left me naked. All the men came over to me and started kissing me up and then they all took turns raping me but my dad did it twice. One of the men got up and grabbed me by my hair and took a bottle of tequila and forced it down my throat. About 30 minutes later they were to drunk so I slipped away. I felt so nasty all I wanted to do was die, I went to my side table and got a blade and then started going at it on my thighs and arms, I couldn't stop I just couldn't, they would normally do this but it never got this bad where I couldn't stop cutting. I did it for about another 30 minutes then I finally stopped.

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Still Ellie's Pov

The next morning my body ached and I had a headache. I knew my dad wasn't going to be home so I got ready for school without any distractions. I didn't miss the bus which was amazing. The bus arrived at my school and I saw Mrs.Deluca-Bishop at the front of the gate, I stepped out the bus, she came up to me as soon as she saw me.

"How are you feeling?" She asked concerned.

"I'm okay" I said knowing I wasn't okay

"Okay well at lunch I want you to come to my room" she said. I nodded and went to class. In the middle of math class I started to get the urge to cut my self. I raised my hand and asked to go to the bathroom, while walking down the corridor to the bathroom Mrs.Deluca-Bishop saw me.

"Hey little love, why are you not in class?" She asked in a concerned voice.

"Can I come to your room?" I asked about to cry.

"Of course anytime" she said. We then walked down to her room. "Okay what's going on in that head of yours El" she said. I rolled up my sleeve and showed her the cuts from last night.

"Oh El" she sighed "what triggered it?" She asked.

"I don't want to talk about it" I said trying not to make eye contact with her.

"It's okay, come here" she said. I went to her and she gave me a big hug that lasted about 5 minutes.

Mrs.Deluca-Bishops Pov

It was the end of a very stressful day and I just wanted to go home to my wife. I was driving in my car when I spotted Ellie walking home it was pitch black and she was walking home by herself, I stopped the car in front of her.

"El why are you out here by yourself" I asked. She bursted out crying . "Hey hey what's wrong you can tell me" I said.

"Why am I like this why can't I be perfect like you why me just why" she said.

"Bella no one is perfect not even me, what happened" I asked.

"I don't want to talk anymore, please don't make me talk anymore" she said. My heart completely shattered for her.

"Okay do you want to come to my house?" I asked and she nodded her head. "Okay come on let's go".

About her going to her teacher's house in my country you can go to a teachers house it's not illegal but they don't recommend it.

I hope you enjoyed this chapter 😘❤ school is starting back next week Tuesday so the updates will be a little less, I love every single one of you and if you want to talk I'm here or text me on insta.

@Fantasy.mian