Maya's POV:
I run through the streets of New York with tears running down my face.
My own best friend shouted at me. Lucas is just pretending to care and Mr and Mrs Matthews don't even know what they're talking about.
I stop in front of a building and open the door and walk into the elevator.
I push a button and the elevator moves.
When the doors open I walk out and walk along the hallway.
I stop in front of a door and open it.
Silents. I walk through the living room into my room.
"So I'm really doing this now" I say to myself.
A tear drops down my face and I start walking towards my closet.
I take out two bags and start to pack clothes in it.
Different pants, tshirts, jackets, shoes and other stuff.
When I finished packing I looked around this empty house.
So many memories happened here. Good and Bad.
I remember when Riley and I slept here on halloween and when she got over her fear.
Or when she slept here and we came late to school the other day and wore like two different socks because we didn't had enough time to check what we were wearing.
Then again my mom started drinking in this house. Never stopped. Drank so much till she pretty much killed herself with it.
My dad left me alone in my room at night. Left me with lies. Told me that you would go on a job trip and would come back soon.
Told me that he loved. Lies.
Done with all these lies.
I take my two bags and walk downstairs which leads me to the living room and kitchen.
It's so weird coming down here and not seeing her laying on that couch with alcohol in her hand or not seeing some food from the diner on the table.
"I'm somehow gonna miss this place" I say and walk out the door.
I walk into the elevator and push a button again which leads me to the exit.
I walk out the building and head towards the subway.
I sit on the bench waiting for the train to come.
I wonder how my life would have been if my dad actually returned.
What if he stopped my mother from drinking? Would we be happy today? Would we be like one of those tv happy families?
Whatever. I think about stuff that is hopeless.
I stand up because I see the train coming.
"Goodbye New York" I say as the doors open.
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A/N:
Omg guys!! Guess who's back??
MOI!
I'm so so so sorry that I didn't update for so long but I have 3 weeks holidays now so I've got more time to update!
What do you think about this chapter?
-nikki xo
ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
starting over
Fanficit's all about starting over but can you really let go of your past? Maya has problems at home and thinks it's the best to start over. Completely. But what is she going to do? A Laya/ Lucaya and Brabrina Fanfiction.
