𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐌𝐄 , sugarhill ddot (COMPLETED)

chapter one.

today we are here to remember & celebrate the wonderful life of aurora kaori james. aurora was a beautiful fifteen year old girl with big dreams. she was sweet to everyone around her & never followed anyone. she was a leader, a true sweetheart.

may we pray that god is taking care of our angel, may we pray aurora is watching over us. may she know how much we love & miss her sweet soul.

may aurora kaori james rest in paradise. we promise to get your justice.

DDOT PLACED HER FAVORITE FLOWER on her grave as he held back his tears. it's been three years since her "death" and ddot felt horrible. his girlfriend was dead.

"it's ya birthday today." ddot started, "ion know how much more of this i can take y'know? i'm in pain bro. i miss you so much myheart. ion got a day without thinkin of you. ya smile, ya laugh. ya beautiful hair. jus you."

"haven't talked to anova bitch since you. ion wan nobody but you. ion care how old i get or how many people tell me to move on, i never will. my heart belongs to you 4life i swear." ddot promised. "i wanna get married to you, i wanna see you walk in our house that we built carrying my kids. i wanna see you walk down the aisle, looking beautiful as ever." ddot frowned.

DD & NOTTI his close friends stood a couple feet back, their heads down as they listened to him vent.

"this rappin shit gettin hard ngl. stressin myself out, not gettin sleep. i wish you were here to keep me sane." ddot stated at her name on the headstone. "i wanna hear ya voice again. all i got is voicemails & videos of us. i need more. i wanna be able to hug you and kiss you." he croaked out.

"ima be strong for you i promise mama." ddot promised, his eyes now on the sky. the sky was purple & pink. aurora's favorite colors. ddot laughed, genuinely for the first time.

dd & notti smiled slightly. "i love you forever ma." ddot muttered, kissing the headstone before standing up & walking back over to the brothers.

"ready?" ddot nodded, looking back at her headstone.

time skip.

DDOT LAID HIS HEAD against the head rest, as he allowed memories to flow through his head.

"nooo ddot it's like this." aurora showed him the right way to do the new tiktok dance she was learning.

"nigga i jus did that." he exclaimed. aurora laughed shaking her head.

he smiled at the memory.

"i got this for you ma." ddot nervously said, handing his gf a bouquet of flowers. "ion really kno if you like flowers. i can always return em -"

aurora cut him off by placing her lips on his. "thank you darrien. i love them." she smiled against his lips. ddot let out a relived breath. "you thought i wouldn't like em?"

"thought you would think i didn't love ya." he admitted, "y'know since it's not some big expensive gift."

"dot i'll be perfectly fine wit whatever you get me. as long as it came from ya heart i don't care." aurora smiled, holding his face in between her two hands, "could be a letter, flowers, or jus sum you made. shit i'll be ok wit ah song named after me. jus a suggestion tho." that's when ddot realized, she was the realist female he's ever fucked with or talked to.

ddot laughed, he was actually making a song about her, but decided to keep it a secret.

snapping out of his thoughts he frowned. he never got to show her the song he made about her. "yo." he called, catching the attention of the two boys. dd who sat in the driver seat hummed as notti in the passenger turned down the music he was playing.

"wassup? you good?"

"you remember the song i was makin about rory? the song where i hopped out my comfort zone & sung instead of rappin?" the two brothers nodded.

"i neva got to show her." - "should i post?"

"hell yea. that'll get attention. keepin lil sis name alive." dd said, notti agreeing. ddot nodded, "ima drop tmr."

( lil a/n , what song should i do as his song ab rory? i want it to be like a romance song but also be sad yk? lemme kno ya thoughts. )

notti turned the music back up , once ddot said that's all he needed. ddot once again went into his thoughts.

"ion wanna argue darrien." aurora sighed. "we not arguin." ddot replied. "yes we are. ova dumb shit too."

"so how i feel is dumb shit? not important?" aurora groaned, "that's not what i said darrien - that's exactly what you jus said. you can't expect me to not feel some type of way when you got mad niggas textin you, tryna fuck witchu."

"do i answer em? no i don't. them niggas stay in request. i got YOU darrien. i only want YOU." aurora snapped. "and youn see me sayin nun about when you be cuddled up wit girls in music videos. i stay silent."

"that's diff." he waved her off. "how? them girls get to touch you the way i touch you. twerk on you & youn even bat ah eye. bitches kno i'm ya girl bc you announce that shit everywhere, but you can't even tell grown ass women to back up off you?"

"i'll never fuck wit em so it don't matter." he shrugged. aurora shook her head, tears threatening to come out. "this is what i mean. this nonchalant attitude when i'm explaining how i feel. all you do is brush me off bro."

ddot yawned, scratching his head. "i need my hair done." he mumbled to himself. aurora laughed dryly, "i'm done."

"wha?" - "i'm done darrien. we're over. i can't keep doin this shit bro."

"we not fuckin done aurora dont play wimme." ddot spat grabbing her arm. "it's diff until i let niggas rub all up on me but since their "older" it's ok cause we'll never be together." aurora scoffed, rolling her eyes. "we're done nigga for real."

ddot opened his eyes, he hated himself for not caring about her feelings. he almost lost her that day, thankfully everyone around him reminded him what he lost. he worked on himself & got his girl back.

he no longer allowed girls to feel on him or twerk on him, grown or not. he stayed loyal to his wife & only his wife.