MAFIA STEPBROTHERS

CHAPTER 36

Y/N- "You want to hear why I'm so cold and so agressive all the time. Why I'm full of hostility towards others. You wanna know why I reacted like this and why I never want a relationship. Then listen. It all started with me dating a guy named Chen, when I was around 15 years. It was my first relationship and soon after we started dating, i told my mom. She was really happy that I'm dating someone or should I say feeling like a normal person, that i have a beating heart. It was really beautiful feeling in the beginning but then it all started to ruin when we moved in together after my 16th birthday. I was not happy with that idea but he already had convinced my mom. Few weeks went by okay. It all started that night when I came back from Felix and Hyunjin's place. Felix was dropping me off, we didn't knew that Chen was watching us from our room. Felix hugged me and kissed my cheeks, a normal gesture between us. Chen was always the one who was in control in our relationship. He already told me that I'm not allowed to be near Felix. But how can I stay away from my friends. We had a huge fight that day. I said that if he can't control his fucking jealousy ass then it's not my fault. I said some mean things after that. And the next thing i know, he slapped me hard that i fell on the ground. I just stared at the ground for few minutes processing what just happened. When i got up, i shouted at him. I asked him who is he to slap me and how dare he did that. He just stood there looking at me and back at his hands. I thought he was feeling guilt for what he did after all he loved me. But i was so wrong, i was shouting at him when suddenly he smirked at me and walked towards me, he grabbed my neck and pushed me in the wall. I was struggling to breath. He told me that now if i again did something like this i will receive a punishment. And he started with his today's punishment. He beated me till i fell unconscious. It was the first time and then the relationship between us became a nightmare for me. I struggled for my own survival. He beated me everyday. I hid all my bruises because he said if anyone got to know about all this they will be dead and i will be beated to death and then treated and again he will beat me. I started distancing myself from everyone. I fought with unnies and told them to never talk to me. Felix and hyunjin were the only one who refused to leave me even when i told them to not contact me and i hate them. Chen was always angry at me for something i never did. I was so fucking broken at that time. He even ra-raped me not once but multiple times. I was not the strong girl back then like I'm right now. It was the same thing everyday he beats me then fucks me and at last leaves me alone. One day I tried to be selfish and went to Felix's place after everything that happened. I thought he had left but no i was wrong he was there in the other room. I quickly changed and left for his place. I didn't try to hid my bruises this time because i was tired of all this. It was like my last time I'm meeting everyone to say goodbye. I was going to release myself from this constant harm. I didn't knew that he was following me and when I reached at Felix's place every one was there. I knocked at the door and Felix opened it. Without saying anything i hugged him tightly and cried standing there in his arms. Chen was there siting in his car watching everything happening. Seeing how i cried in his arms, how he hugged me tight and whispered sweet things in my ears, how he kissed my whole face while telling me that he will make everything right. We went inside and when i turned towards the window side which was giving a full view of front yard, i saw his car leaving and i knew that very moment that he saw me and he is going to punish me or kill me. I couldn't even stand and was having a panic attack. I'm fucking broken Yeonjun and your cousins' were right if you stay with me he will kill you also, the way he killed my love and his so called excuse of our break up. Yeonjun i can't handle the death of one more innocent soul on me. Please say that this will be the last time we will see each other this close because i can't control myself around you. I can't and i don't want to stop feeling all this but i have to." She was crying and Yeonjun was hugging her but she didn't hugged him back. It was gesture to tell him that they both can't be with each other in any relationship be it contractual. Yeonjun looked in her hazel eyes and whispered.

Yeonjun- "If you want this to be our last time then fine i won't force you but trust me y/n you are not broken. You are a survivor of that bastard's torture and I'm proud of you." He said every word looking in her eyes to tell her that it is the truth he is speaking. He kissed her forehead, then eyes after that nose and cheeks. Finally look in her eyes he reached for lips and savoured ever last taste he could have of her as this was considered their last kiss. It was slow but passionate. It was painful for both of them but they weren't thinking about their self. They were thinking about each other. They parted ways and now there was lust and desire visible in their eyes. They again kissed but this wasn't anything like before. It was fierce and strong. It was something that lot fire in both of their's body. They were kissing and he lifted her and carried her to the couch. They were so lost that they didn't heard the door opening. But the gasps of multiple people's made them part away.

???- "So this was where you went in hurry."

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