Mary - A Rinney Fan fiction

Chapter Nineteen

      Homework... It was true, he 𝙙𝙞𝙙 have homework, but he wasn't going to do it. He wasn't going to do anything, he didn't want to do anything. This was stupid, all of this was stupid. He was stupid, he ruined everything didn't he? This was 𝙝𝙞𝙨 choice, 𝙝𝙚 fucked it all up, and if 𝙝𝙚 didn't fix it, then things would just stay the way they were now.

Robin groaned, he 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙙 to fix things, he just didn't know how. How could he? What was he supposed to do? Why did he even do it in the first place?

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In a way, Finney blamed himself for us current situation. Why did he have to react the way he did? Robin probably thought he hated him, he didn't, but he wouldn't be surprised if he never talked to him again. He'd already come to terms with it, that he liked Robin. So why was it so hard to just look at him any more? He wanted to talk to Robin, but what was he supposed to say? He couldn't just pretend like it never happened, but maybe acknowledging it was even worse.

He didn't know what to do. Robin was his friend, he 𝙞𝙨 his friend, he thought. Though things had changed now hadn't they? He expected himself to just be able to talk about it, to talk to Robin, like he used to be able to, but he couldn't. Things were different now, way different. Every single aspect of his life had changed it seemed, nothing was easy anymore

Finney was just confused, about everything. What was he supposed to do in this situation? Was he supposed to do anything? He had to didn't he? Ignoring it would make it worse, he didn't even know if he could ignore it. Everything was just messed up and what made it worse, Robin was his only friend, the only person besides Gwen that actually seemed to care about him, and the only person who knows what really happened at 1242, Tilch St.

It wasn't worth it, this wasn't worth it. This was stupid, Finney already lost him once, was he seriously going to let it happen again just because of this?

𝘼𝙪𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙧𝙨 𝙉𝙤𝙩𝙚: 𝙃𝙚𝙮𝙤, 𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮 𝙞𝙩 𝙩𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙨𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙤𝙪𝙩, 𝙄'𝙫𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙩 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙜𝙤𝙩 𝙖 𝙗𝙤𝙤𝙨𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙞𝙫𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙡𝙮. 𝘼𝙣𝙮𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙤𝙛𝙘 𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙙𝙤 𝙖 𝙫𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨 𝙙𝙖𝙮 𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙡 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙖𝙨 𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙥𝙤𝙡𝙤𝙜𝙮 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜. 𝘼𝙣𝙮𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙜𝙪𝙮𝙨, 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠𝙨 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 <3