Light x L Death note

Part 6

Okay I'm writing this because I'm mad about how there's not too many good sk8 the infinity fanfics. SO. the least I can do is write a half decent fanfic for you guys. Like ok don't you guys hate it when they JUST confess and then they're like "ok wanna date? I love u" LIKE BRUH CALM IT DOWN MANS. Anyways this is gunna be from Ryuzaki's pov.

Ryuzaki's pov:

     As I lay next to Light, practically on top of him, I wonder if it really is possible for me to calculate things incorrectly. From a young age I was taught how to do this, now it's second nature. I can easily take all determining factors and find chances of things and possibilities. Is it at all possible that attraction isn't something that can be calculated like the rest of these things? I do in fact still think there is a slight possibility that Light and Kira are one in the same, but that slight possibility doesn't completely deter me from him. I like how warm he is, that is something that makes me more attracted to him. Maybe it is possible that I've been wrong about how I feel about Light completely.

     "Light, I may know what you mean. Is it that attraction isn't something that can be calculated? I know I enjoy being extremely close to you, I don't know if my previous statistic took that into consideration." I spoke, almost robotically.

     "So you do understand? Good. I was gunna say, 1-35% attraction would probably be nothing more than an innocent crush. You acting like a lap dog is a little bit more than that." Light spoke tauntingly. He seems to love making fun of my affectionate side even though I know he also enjoys it.

     "Shut up Light. You'd love for me to be your dog." I retorted. I don't know if I should've said something like this to him, it seemed a little childish and, well, inappropriate.

     I then felt Light's arm come around my waist and pull me closer to him. I felt my heart skip a beat. I genuinely hadn't ever had that feeling before. "And what if I did want you to be my dog?" Light quietly said into my ear.

     I was tempted to completely pull back and go to a different room but that wasn't an option with the handcuffs we still had on. I didn't even fully know what Light meant by his response. I'm not used to not knowing things or being able to figure them out. "Light? Don't say things like that.. it confuses me. I've never been this close with a person before." I simply stated the facts without beating around the bush. I figured it was the easiest way to make Light stop.

     "Okay, can I still tease you about other things? You're easy to mess with. And you're fun." I guess I can never really know Light's intentions.

     "Yes... I guess so." I hesitantly answered. "No more calling me a dog though. I'm no one's dog. If anything you're my dog since you work for the task force."

     "Yes yes Ryuzaki. I know, I am simply your dog and nothing else. I am here to work for you and do anything you ask." Light said in a monotone voice before cracking a smile. I felt him slide his hand from my waist to my hair. He began to run his hand through it. It felt nice.

     This felt nice. A little too nice, because it was making me feel like I was going to fall asleep. I quickly realized how tired it was making me because of how soothing it was, I almost never slept so this was strange to me. "Mmm. Light, stop... I'm gunna fall asleep." I mumbled.

     "You need sleep and I like petting you anyways so no, I won't stop." Light stated, almost like he knew what was best for me. Unconsciously I leaned my head father into his hand. It just felt so damn good. Before I knew it, Light got his way and I was sleeping.