Thank you all for reading, I am truly grateful for each and every read that you all provide me with. By the way, if any of you guys were wondering why I write this short paragraph at the beginning of each chapter, it is an attempt to start to think in the mind of the characters whos point of view I will be writing in :)
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Ryuzaki's Pov.
Light and I were watching movies together, I wasn't used to this kind of activity with other people, usually if I do watch movies or tv shows I do it alone, but often times I don't do it at all. He keeps complimenting me and it feels.. weird. It makes me oddly happy. The word is.. flustered. I don't exactly like or dislike the feeling, it's something I am not used to and I don't know how to feel about it. I feel some sort of attraction to Light, and it is something I haven't felt before. When near him I can physically feel my heartbeat increase in speed.
"Light, I feel some sort of attraction to you." I speak over the movie "I think this is romantic attraction and I don't know how I should go about feeling this way. I don't love you of course, I wouldn't let something like this get in way of the Kira case and plus even though I do feel attracted to you,but it's only about a 17.3% attraction. Meaning, my thoughts aren't clouded on my thoughts of the investigation"
"Ryu, personally I do also feel attracted to you but I don't love you yet either. When I'm cleared from the Kira case we can talk about this more. I don't really wanna speak about this right now" Light seemed slightly upset and his words felt slightly cold.
I wonder if he's upset about me not loving him? No. It can't be that, he said himself that he doesn't love me so he has no need and shouldn't have any sort of a want for me to love him. What the hell am I supposed to do? If I make him upset enough he might just say I'm Kira and get me killed. I mean I can't really blame him becuase I am Kira but still I don't wanna be killed. I need to be here for my new world.
Sorry ab the short part I'm busy
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Light x L Death note
FanfictionI kept reading Light x L fanfics and in the end one of them always died. Spoiler alert- I'm not killing anyone off in this one- sometimes you just need to pretend there's a happy ending.
