Jilted Love

Serene

It's been years since the last time
Wishing that we'll meet again, is that a crime?
I was walking down the lane
Listening to the rain
It's comforting
It's mending you from hurting

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I like how the raindrops tumble
The thunder as it rumbles
The kids as they play in the puddles
And the noises of people as they mumble

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In the middle of the crowd, I suddenly heard my name
I turned and I saw you, you still looked serene
Us meeting is fortuitous
Is this what they call fate?
Your energy is contagious
Seeing you was great

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Let me take a breather
I can't breathe without you either
Without you, my life is a monochrome
You made my life full of colors

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Damn, every time I look into your eyes
It is as beautiful as the skies
The golden color of the orbs
It is something that I love and adores

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Your squinting eyes every time you smile
I can hear the whispers in my mind
I know I'll regret it in a while
This cycle feels like a bind
I really want to move on
But I can't help but be drawn

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You came closer
I get afraid as you get nearer
We greeted each other
At last, we are together
You hugged me tight and tighter

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Getting comfy with each other
My pulse is getting fast
I'm afraid you might hear
For every pump, your name is spoken
Like a damn curse, you broke my spell
A spell to stop these feelings
A spell to forget everything about you

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You kept on smiling at me
I gulped
I'm trying myself but I can't guarantee
In a minute, I might be dumped

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"I really feel comfortable with you"
That's what you said
"Me too", I said to make it through
Contrasting the scream in my heart

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I'm aware
My intentions are different
But do I have to make it clear?
Is it bliss that you're ignorant?

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I closed my eyes
How can I stop this lunacy?
Saying that I've moved on, that's a lie
End this credulity

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I still like you and will always be that way\

Serene
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