Jealousy, Jealousy

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Days flew by quickly
Didn't know how fast time ticks by
I am fine, really
It's not even a goodbye
I'm dramatic
Shouldn't have acted like that
It was pathetic
Confused why I acted like a brat

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As I walk toward the streets
I raise my head
Suddenly our eyes met
As I stare at you
You abruptly smiled
My heart instantly fled
If only you knew
How addicted I am to you
For every move, I am hooked on to you

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A sudden breeze of the wind
A crowd of people swarming toward you
With a smile you greeted them
You look happy with them

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I can feel a pang in my heart
I want to tear it apart
Is this even normal?
I'm never normal when I'm with you

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I feel behind
Imagining we have a different bond
Loose screw in the head
It made me want to cry

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"Hey, are you fine?"
I didn't want to reply
I don't want to lie
I can't even deny

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I'm jealous
For every smile
For every look
For every talk
For every hug
For everything

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This feeling of mine
I know I'm crossing the line
I'm just a friend and I want this to end
I don't like being just your friend
Can we be more than that?

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Can't help but fake a smile
This feeling would fade in a while
Hiding feelings
I'll take my time healing
I'll be fine, not now but someday
Waiting for that day

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Oh, one-sided love of mine
Thousand words in my heart
Million phrases I wanted to tell
But can't speak it out loud


Jealousy, jealousy
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