Getting off my Chest

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In the middle of the dark
I'm now out of the spark
Feeling empty
Accepting the fact that you would leave me

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I accepted my fate
Since the start, I didn't really have the chance
You like guys, you're straight
Fuck this one-sided romance

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It is bad to like someone who doesn't like you back
But it's worse liking someone with a different sexuality
I am lost while you're on the right track
I hate how hard the slap of reality

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I want to go back to being numb
I feel so dumb
Falling for a straight person
Yet I was so certain
I am a doofus worsened
What did I expect to happen?

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I go back to the coffee shop I always go by
I look at the blue
I like how the wind blew
Making me question why
You're a hurdle too high
I'll let you be one with the sky

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I stare at the clouds
It was like this when our eyes first met
Together with the crowds
I doubt I can forget

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I wish our eyes always met
I wish our eyes never met
I want to see your smile
I hate your smile
I love how your eyes squint when you can't understand anything
I hate how your eyes squint
I adore the melodic laugh
I hate your noisy laugh
I love your touch
I despise your touch
I want to make you smile
I... I want to see you smile, despite me being not the reason behind it

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I don't want to hate you... no, I don't hate you
But I'm getting these feelings off my chest


Getting off my Chest
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