fix me- Tommyinnit

21.

I woke up and went to brush my teeth. I am going to school early today, the principal wanted to see me. What should I wear?

Maybe the jacket from phil with a shirt, it's not that cold anymore.

I put the clothes on and leave to school after telling tubbo that I am leaving early. Turns out that tubbo and ranboo only ignored me because tubbo couldn't keep the secret.

I go in the back of the school, as the principal told me and look around. There was no one.. Maybe he is just late? I sit down on the concrete playing a game on my phone.

"tom, buddy! Long time no see"
Shit. Shit shit shit shit shit shit. Why is he here? What is he doing here? Why now?

Tom.
Tom.
Tom.
Tom.

"you didn't really think that I'll leave you alone, did you?" I slowly step back trying not to break down and just cry my eyes out.

"did you miss me?" I shake my head and he was yet more angry than before. I can't stay here. I need to go. I step back faster while my eyes get full of tears. He only comes closer and closer and I try to get away.

"how about you come with me?"
"how about you fucking leave me alone" I say with my voice breaking.

"don't talk back, you naive little kid"
"you're the only naive person here thinking that I'll come home with you."

I take my phone out and send tubbo my location. He said that if I ever need help I should do that.
"I see you have a phone now"
"yeah, I do. Now fuck off"

"oh tom.. Do you really think I'll leave that easy? I am not leaving without you"
"why? You don't even give a shit about me"
"so I can finally kill you" my eyes widened.

What?
"I'm sorry, what? Who do you think you are to kill me? You're nothing but a fucking piece of shit"

"what did you just call me?"
"oh, you heard me, quit being a jerk and let me live my life already"

But he only came closer and closer and soon I was on the floor with blood all across my body. There I was. Waiting for tubbo to come. Waiting for help.

Only if it wasn't too late.. Only if tubbo saw the notification earlier. If I had just five more minutes.

If that bitch didn't just end my life with just a knife and some jerk personality.

Only if someone noticed me. Only if they saw what happened when they should've. Only if my mother didn't leave.

Maybe I would've still be alive now. Maybe little tommy will still be alive and maybe tubbo, ranboo, wilbur and phil wouldn't cry at my funeral.

Maybe if I told someone in time.. Maybe..

Maybe it was my fault.

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YOO THAT'S THE FUCKING END! IT'S NOT VERY SAD LMAO. I AM NOW FOCUSING ON ANOTHER STORY. I am so glad that yall liked this one even though it ends bad as fuck :D.

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