fix me- Tommyinnit

10: Huh

We arrived home and went to get dressed in our pijamas. Ranboo handed me a yellow one piece pijama.
"you can keep it, it's too small for me since I got taller"
"thank you" I go and put it on and then I look in the mirror.

Is that a fucking pikachu pijama? Oh hell no.

"tommy, are you done yet?"
"there's no way I'm coming out looking like this"
"come on man" I go out with the hood on, it was covering my eyes.

Tubbo giggled a little and then went to get dressed too.
"really? A pikachu pijama?"
"I liked it, it looks adorable on you tommy"
"I'm not supposed to look adorable, I'm supposed to look like a bad and scary kid"

"the only bad thing you could do is fall asleep after your bedtime"
"you fucking asshole" I make my way to ranboo and tackle him to the floor.

They somehow manage to escape and is now the one tackling me.
"GET OFF"
"will you behave"
"of course not, you just told me I'm harmless which is not true"

"you can't even kill a bug, tommy"
"IT'S NOT MY FAULT THEY'RE SCARY, NOW GET OFF."
"no"
"TUBBO"

Tubbo got out of the bathroom in a bee pijama and looked at me and ranboo. I was trying to get ranboo off while they were just holding me by my forehead with one hand. At one point I gave up and fell on my back for the 1000th time, but this time hitting my head.

"ow"
"are you okay tommy?" ranboo said raising his hand from my face. This is my Chance.

I jump from my place tackling them to the ground again but it was all pointless. Somehow they still managed to get on top of me trying to calm me down.

"guys stop. Ranboo go get dressed so we can go and decorate the house. Tommy you will tell me why the fuck ranboo was literally holding you on the floor."

Ranboo got up and went into the bathroom while I was looking at tubbo.
"ranboo was the one who started it! He said a really mean thing" I said trying to fake a sad face.

"what did he say?"
"he said I'm cute! I'm not cute, I'm mean and scary and creepy"
"tommy, you can't even kill a fly"
"THAT'S THE SAME THING HE SAID"

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the house was all full of Christmas lights and little elfs.

Me tubbo and ranboo are now going into tubbo's room. Apparently we will sleep on the same bed. Hope we can all fit.

I sit on his bed and god it's so soft and comfy. I get in the middle of the bed and lay down. I instantly fall asleep. Why was it so soft and comfy? Was my bed just fucked up? Nah.. My bed is fine.

Tubbo

"tommy, do you think I should wear the santa hat or the elf one?"
But there was no answer from Tommy. What the heck.
I look over at tommy who was now sleeping. Adorable.

"ranboo, he's asleep"
"let's do it then!"

We go downstairs and I start sewing. I sew a hoodie that I'm going to give to tommy.

I'll sew on the front 'big man tommy' and then I'll sew on one hoodie that I'll give to ranboo 'big man ranboo'. Now I'm going to sew on one that it's going to be mine 'small man tubbo' because I swear that these kids are literally giants.

When I was done I pack them up and put them under the tree writing on each box my friends name and even mine on one of them. Then I try not to look at ranboo who was now packing mine and Tommy's gifts.

"did you see what I packed you?"
"nope"
"great"

Hope tommy will like his, because my fingers are fucking bleeding.

I go upstairs and lay down next to sleeping tommy. He seems to have a nightmare but he looks pretty happy about it too. I shortly fall asleep but then wake up after feeling ranboo come into the room. We both noticed before we started making the gifts that tommy already made us some.

So we wanted to give him some too, since is Christmas.

Little tommy loves the gifts. Little tommy just wishes he could just be around his mom again.

Little tommy just wishes to die.
Big tommy wishes to end it but he can't.. Not now. Not right now..