The Stars Above Us

Never giving up

It was after the Summer Holidays and Harry came home from work at 6pm, closing the door, and heard no noise. He walked upstairs to the bedroom but Bella wasn't in there. He walked in the bathroom where Bella was in the bathroom, getting in the bath she had run herself. "Hello beautiful." "Hey Harry." Harry closed the door, getting his clothes off. He got into the bath in front of Bella, and leaned back into her chest. Bella played with his hair "I'm really tired. I was up at 7." "Oh Harry." Bella placed her hand on Harry's abs, and rubbed up at down "So it's 2023, I'm genderfluid, you're gay, we're engaged, and I'm happy that I've ever been." "That's great." Harry moved back around to behind Bella and she leaned back into his chest.

Harry smiled, pressing a kiss to her forehead "How was your day today?" "It was good. I had a email from a company, but I declined it, as I don't a job at the moment." "Okay, lovely," "As I want to work from home." "I see, lovely." Bella looked at Harry "What's wrong?" "You were mumbling." "I wasn't." "Yes you were." "Sorry, baby." "It's okay." Bella leaned back into Harry's arms "I got a phone call from the doctors earlier today, and I can't carry anymore babies. I want another baby." "You're infertile?" She nodded her head "I want another baby running around," "I know, baby, we can adopt, sweetheart. Right now you need to think about yourself and your mental health at the moment." "Okay." The two got out of the bath a little while later, and the blonde had got herself dressed in comfy pyjamas.

She walked downstairs to the kitchen, opening the freezer. Harry came downstairs, and placed one hand on her lower back "Don't worry about cooking, we can order in. Go and get a blanket, get your cute bum on that sofa and relax." Bella walked out of the kitchen and upstairs, getting her white fluffy blanket and got on the sofa, tucking her feet in the blanket. Harry walked in the living room, sitting next to her with his phone at the ready "Where do you want to order from?" "Stonehouse." "Why not? Let's treat you." "Can we share a pizza?" "Of course. Hawaiian?" "Yes please," Harry kissed her temple, and put it on the basket, "Anything else?" "That's it, you can put something else on there, I quickly need the toilet." Bella got up from the sofa, and walked through to the bathroom.

When she came back downstairs, she got on the sofa "You took some time, you okay?" "I took a pregnancy test," "Okay? What did it say?" "I thought I was fertile, but no." "A-Are you pregnant?" She walked in the bathroom, getting the pregnancy test from the counter, walking back into the living room, sitting on the sofa "Bella, what is it?" Harry looked at her as she gave him a weird look "Is this?" "It's negative. I've wanted a baby for a while but I didn't get that." "How about I go and give you some space?" "No, please stay." Harry sat back down, looking at Bella. Bella cuddled up to Harry's side and buried her face in Harry's chest. Harry wrapped an arm around her and placed a kiss to her temple "I promise, Harry, I'm trying, but if you wake up one day and I'm gone, I'm so fucking sorry." "I know you're trying, but you will get there. Just don't go." "Harry, I will one day when I can't take it." Harry looked at her and pulled her closer and into his lap.

Bella looked at Harry "I want alcohol." Bella got lifted off of Harry's lap, and walked into the kitchen, getting the bottle of vodka from the kitchen "Don't take big gulps of it, please." "I won't, I was going to add juice and Ice to it." "What juice?" "Apple Juice, and I was going to squirt some lime into it." "I can make you squirt." Bella slapped Harry's chest and got up on her tiptoes and kissed his lips softly. Harry kissed him back and held her waist, and pulled her in closer, and lifted her up. Bella wrapped her legs around Harry's waist, and put her down, and put the bottle of vodka away in the cupboard, and walked back over to her, and stood between her legs.

Bella looked at Harry and grasped his hand around the back of her neck, and pulled her in closer and kissed her lips softly. Bella kissed his lips back, and pulled away, looking at Harry, and leaned his forehead against his and gave him a soft smile. Harry stroked her cheek, as she smiled up at Harry, looking up at him and giggled at the tickles on her face. Harry smiled at her adorableness and brushed her hair out of her eyes. Bella smiled at Harry, and looked at Harry. Harry kissed her nose softly, pulling away "Harry?" "Mmm?" "If I was ever drunk, what would you do?" "Help you, look after you, if you get sick, I'll hold your hair and rub your back, and get you to bed as alcohol can make you cold." "I didn't know that." "Now you know." "Yeah." Bella smiled at Harry and relaxed at Harry's calming smile on his face as he looked into her grey eyes, which reminded him of a storm or snow clouds in the winter.