The Stars Above Us

Castle To Ruin

It was on Saturday morning and Harry awoke and turned to Bella who was out of bed and he heard ruffling in the bathroom. He got out of bed, knocking on the bathroom door, and heard something fall from the cupboard "Baby, what are you doing in there?" He heard no noise and knew Bella was up to something. He knocked again "Baby, open the door before I smash the door open, so please open up." Harry didn't hear anything but then heard a slight groan from her. Harry moved onto the door, and placed his hand on the door.

Harry heard nothing, and got worried. Harry got up, pushing the door open with the door but she was lying on the floor and his eyes filled with tears. He dropped to his knees and held her to his chest, and saw blood gushing from her arm. He grabbed some tissue, holding it to her fresh cuts, and leaned against the tub, and got her phone, and called Narcissa, and his tears began to fall "Hello?" "Narcissa, it's me." "Harry, what's happened?" "Bella's cut really deep, can you call an ambulance please?" "Of course I can, Harry. Do you want me to let James and Lily know you can't go over?" "Yes please. I have to deal with my girlfriend, they'll probably end up putting her on the psych ward, but that's best for her." "Okay." Harry held her head close as her eyes began rolling "Bella, please." He started sobbing and laid her on the rug and straddled her hips, and pressed his hands together, lacing them together and lifted her top over her head, being careful of her head to not drop it on the floor, and began to start CPR. 

After 5 minutes of doing it, her eyes still didn't open "Harry, I'm going to stay on call to you until the ambulance arrive." "She's not waking up." He cried, "Keep doing it." Harry went back to it again and after three minutes, he stopped and sat on the floor "Anything?" "No, nothing." "Harry, what I'm going to say now, is to not scare you as you're already upset, but Lily wants you over." "I don't want to, my girlfriend is in pain." "I know, but she wants you over." "Narcissa, please." Harry wiped his tears and went back to what he was going. Bella's eyes stopped rolling and they started opening, "You almost killed yourself, are you this silly?" "I'm not silly. I don't want to be here anymore." "Okay, listen to me, these are really deep, so I know you don't want me to clean them, but do you want them to get infected?" "N-No." "Let me clean them, please, baby." "Fine." Harry lifted her up on the toilet seat, and got wipes and a gauze.

He cleaned them up, and noticed her go visibly green. Harry grabbed the bin, holding it under her chin "I'm sorry, Harry." "Why are you sorry?" "I let my suicidal thoughts get the best of me." "Enough baby, are you being bullied online?" She didn't say anything "Tell me please." She nodded slowly "By who?" "Leah." "I've never liked her, she bullied you in secondary and in college," "She added my Instagram, she found it." "Okay." Harry cupped her face and brushed her tears away "You don't understand how scared I was when I found you on the floor, blood spilling out of your wrists, I thought you were gone. I had to do compressions for 8 minutes, if it didn't do anything within 10 minutes, you would be pronounced dead. Do I want you dead?" She shook her head "Exactly. What if I got here too late?" "Then I would be dead." "Exactly, so I don't want you to die." Harry told her and held her hands.

Bella got up, and walked into the bedroom, sitting on the bed. Harry got up "Harry, how is she?" "She's still wants to kill herself. She's not really talking." "That's what normally happens, so don't worry." Harry walked in the bedroom where she was lying down in bed. Harry sat on the bed, and lied next to her and wrapped an arm around her waist as she moved his hand away from her waist "Don't touch me." "Okay, my hands are off of you." Harry laid down on his back.

It was three hours later and Bella was sitting in the kitchen cooking lunch as Harry came in the kitchen "Hey gorgeous girl." "Hey." Harry walked up to her and kissed her cheek softly "How are you doing with dealing with your shit?" "I'm doing okay now," "What are you making for lunch?" "I'm making halloumi, fried egg and avocado in a sandwich for us both." "You're adorable." "Can you keep an eye on the food? I need to pee." "Go ahead, I'll look over your cuts and see if they've healed over." She nodded, walking in the downstairs bathroom.

When she came out of the bathroom, Bella walked in the living room as Harry came in the living room, sitting her on the sofa, and took off the gauze wrap and looked at her wrists and looked up at her and she smiled. Harry smiled back and lifted one hand and stroked her face softly as her eyes fluttered shut with a smile on her face. Harry checked them over and pressed a kiss to her wrists with a smile on his face. Harry smiled, looking at Bella who was blushing. Harry smiled and started blushing at her pink covered face.

Harry took the wrap off "Do you want me to let you get some air to it and I'll redress it after we eat?" "Yes please." Bella walked into the kitchen, getting two plates down and served them up with Harry's help with making everything. When she got everything sorted, she brought them over to the table. Harry came over and sat down. Bella got up, getting two glasses, opening the fridge, getting out a bottle of Apple and Mango Juice and poured it in both glasses and walked over to the table, sitting down. She took a bite out of her food.

It was a little while later and Bella was sitting on the bed, watching Netflix on her laptop as Harry came into the bedroom and smiled "What are you watching?" "Uncoupled." "Okay, can I come into bed?" "Yeah." Bella put her laptop down and Harry shifted under the covers with her. Bella laid her head on Harry's chest and cuddled close to him, and put the laptop closer "What did you put in the sandwich Harry?" "Why?" "I've got a migraine coming on." Harry closed down the laptop and got the blanket, putting it over Bella's head to cover her eyes to make it all dark "If you end up covering my eyes, how will you know if I have a seizure?" "True." Harry took it away from her eyes "I love you." "I love you too." "Harry?" "Yeah?" "I'm supposed to get Braces on next week, but I'm scared." "I'll come in with you, what colours?" "I don't know, probably bright pink and lilac." "That'll look adorable." "I know." Bella smiled "I can't kiss you for 2 weeks and then when I get used to it, I'll be warning you first." "It's okay." Harry brushed her hair out of her eyes and smiled down at the blonde who he loved and adored and always will adore till they grow old and will always treasure each other.