The Stars Above Us

Save Yourself

It was after the weekend and it was Monday and Harry was getting himself ready for work as he walked into the bedroom, and walked up to her from where she was relaxing in bed. He smiled, sitting on the bed and saw she had crystal bracelets on her left wrist "They are pretty." Harry reached out to look at them as she pulled her wrist away. Harry looked at Bella "Bella.." "It's nothing." Harry gave her a look "I didn't do anything stupid." "Are you sure?" "If I show you, don't be upset." "Why would I be upset?" "You're going to get upset with me, you always do." "I don't always get upset with you." Bella laid herself down on her side.

She put her phone to one side as she rubbed her face, tears welling in her eyes "Are you crying?" Harry asked, placing one hand on her back "Can I take a small look?" She shook her head "That's fine." Harry laced his fingers with Bella and kissed the back of her hand as she smiled "Actually, can I tell you something?" "Of course, I need to leave for work shortly though." Bella took off the bracelets, looking at Harry "Oh babe, why are you drawing little patterns on your arm?" "I woke up, wanting to relapse today but I thought Harry would be upset if I did this, so I drew little flowers on my arms." "Okay, I'm proud of you that you didn't." Bella smiled at Harry. Harry got some wipes from the bathroom, walking back in, sitting on the bed, wiping Bella's arms "After three o'clock, I'm now on holiday for 6 weeks so we can cuddle, fuck, sleep, go out on dates together and be cute with each other." "Okay. I want to stay here with you right now." Harry laid down and pulled the blonde into his chest.

Bella curled up to him, and relaxed with Harry, and placed her head on his chest "Harry, In June next year, I might be meeting up with a friend in Germany." "How long have you known them?" "I've known her for 2 and a half years, her name is Melanie but it's short for Mel." "Okay, I see. What part of Germany does she come from?" "Stuttgart." "Okay, well, I'm happy for you." "Yeah. When she told me, I sat here and cried while you were in the shower." "Oh baby." Harry stroked her hair "You need to go to work." "I'm not going. I don't care if I get sacked." "Harry, okay. Cuddles then?" Harry wrapped his arms around Bella "So, I wanted to try something but I'm not too sure how you'll be with it." "What?" "Vibrator inside you." "Harry, no." "Harry, yes." Harry got the tiny black toy out of the bag, pulling her into his lap. 

Bella looked at Harry "I want this vibrator inside of you all day. I can control it with a remote and tease you when I want." "My parents are coming over later, I'm not having an orgasm in front of my mum and dad!" She exclaimed, "I didn't say that, just wear it. Come on." "Fine, but you're not making it too high." "I won't, don't worry." Harry pulled her pyjama shorts down with her knickers, and positioned the toy against her hole with a little drab of lube, and pushed it in. She winced slightly but it was small comparing what Harry used on her last night, she would be able to sit comfortable and do her every day activities like normal, only a buzz would keep her occupied every now and then, buggering her slightly. She pulled them back up, straightening herself up, walking downstairs.

Harry turned up the volume of the hidden vibrator "Fuck you, you bitch." She groaned, holding onto the wall. Harry came downstairs as she gave the middle finger at him. Bella felt the vibrator teasing her hole, and she sat on the sofa, readjusting herself without letting a moan slip from her lips.

Three and a half hours later, Bella's parents were at their home as Bella opened the door as she felt Harry turn it up from being in the kitchen, letting her parents in, and she ran in the kitchen "Please turn it off, it's embarrasing." "Why?" "My mum and dad are here. They don't want to see their daughter with a vibrator up her vagina, they don't want to see that, do they? Either take it out or take me upstairs?" "And do what upstairs? Fuck you, you pathetic little bitch wanting to be fucked." Bella flinched at his tone of voice and ran upstairs. Harry ran upstairs "Is she okay?" "Yeah, don't worry about it." Harry walked into the bedroom, and checked on the second floor where she was, sitting at the top of the stairs, sobbing "I'm so sorry." "Can you please take it out?" Harry patted his lap as she climbed onto his lap. Harry took it out of her as she took a deep breath when Harry was pulling it out of her "There we go, there's blood on it." "Oh God." Bella looked at him "You made me bleed, you made me feel so fucking humiliated in front of my parents, you degraded me in the kitchen when I hate you calling me your bitch. I'm not a fucking dog." "My sweet, I am so sorry." Bella walked back downstairs and into the bedroom, slamming the door.

Harry walked downstairs to the bedroom "Listen to me please. I didn't mean that." "Yes you did, you just made me feel terrible, Harry. You did mean it. I now feel sick." Harry sat across from her at the desk "I don't even think I can sleep in the same bed as you right now." "Oh for fucks sake." "No, don't you start swearing because you did this. You made me feel like this. I don't know whether to vomit, to cry, to go back home, to break up with you, to shower the humiliation from me," "Don't move. You've got something on you." Harry grabbed the empty glass and an old envelope, and grabbed the spider in the glass from Bella's back, opening the window, and threw it outside, as she shivered "What?" "You had a spider on you?" She tried to bat it off of her "I threw it out of the window, just relax." Bella felt sick with Harry's fingers touching her after what he did to her, and laid herself down on the bed, tears filling her eyes, thinking about what she could say to him tomorrow to make up for it.