What if only once in my life. I truly believe I find someone who can completely turn my world around, I tell them things that I've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything I say and actually want to hear more.
What if a beautiful thing when I realize I'm telling them things I've never said out loud before.
What if I'm actually really afraid that no one will ever fall in love with me.
What if I stop thanking me being stuck in my situation forever. I feel like my heart will never heal or I'll never get out, out of this impossible struggle. Don't confuse a season for a lifetime. Even my trails have an expiration date. I will grow, life will change, things will work out.
What if I'm with you, I feel safe from the things that hurt me inside.
What if I saw you, I was afraid to meet you. When I met you, I was afraid to kiss you. When I kissed you, I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, I am afraid to lose you now.
What if you make me feel handsome. You're there for me when no one else has. You accept me for who I am. You're the best thing that ever happened to me.
What if my love for you has no deaths; its boundaries are ever-expanding. My love and my life with you will be in never-ending story.
What if meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.
What if we're all a little weird. In life is a little weird. And when we found someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall into mutually satisfying weirdness and call it love true love.
What if you honestly have been saying to me that not only I am your boyfriend but your Bestfriend and I was thinking about that. And I like your right babe. You are my Bestfriend and my best lover. I can tell you anything and everything. You're what every boy wants in a lover.. you are perfect and the best part.. you're all mine.
What if I loved you, I realized, I have never truly loved anyone the way I love you.
What if I could explain your eyes, and how the sound of your voice gives me butterflies. How your smile makes my heart skip a beat and how every time I'm with you, I feel so completed.
What if your like the love of my dreams, but better. You're real.
What if suddenly, I meant that one person that makes me forget about yesterday, and dream about tomorrow.
What if calling me cute is nice, calling me how is great, but calling me yours is all I want.
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PoetryThis book will contain everything that I felt over the years I got back into writing. You can judge them all you want but this is me and how I feel, no one can't change that.
