Chapter 12

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Warning: Manipulation and Non Consensual Touching

Namjoon's POV

I laid on the bed I was left on. Right now I am in a cell. It was strange. It looked like a normal bed room but one side of the entire wall was open, just stopped by bars. Like a cell.

I was a little sore at the moment. Before joining the mafia, I was raped once by an old classmate back in university. I was still a minor at the time. The man? About 23. So being raped again doesn't really affect me much which, now that I think about it, isn't good.

"You're awake. I told them to go easy on you. Did they?"

I glared at the Man. "I'm still bleeding between my legs. What do you think?"

The Man just laughs. "I can see that, you ruined my sheets."

"Want me to stain it more than with my blood?" I'm not ashamed to pee myself if I need to. Plus, I really need to go.

"I'll uncuff you so you can use the bathroom."

He opened the cell door and walked up to me. When he touched my wrist I flinched involuntarily.

"That's a good sign."

Man, I want to punch this guy. I guess it does affect me subconsciously. "Is it?" I asked sarcastically. "Yes, your body is breaking, next is your spirit."

He yanked me off the bed and started to push me around. I was led to a bathroom. I was still naked if you must know. After entering the door he held me in front of the toilet. I did nothing.

"Are you going or not?" The Man asked.

"Are you going to watch?" I asked sarcastically. I really don't want him here with me.

"I will assist you."

Before I could say no he wrapped his arms around my waist. I was held there, standing up. He then groped my member and started to stroke it. I tried to get him to stop, I was still sensitive. "Stop." I gasped out. "You seem to like it."

I tried to hold it in. I tried to not give him satisfaction but it was of no use. I came after two minutes of this new torture. Urine mixed with cum was flowing into the toilet. I felt disgusting now, which pissed me off. Why do I feel ashamed now with him rather than his men? I had to take three people at once. With him it was just a stroke of my member. All I know is, I want to throw up.

"Good boy. Daddy's proud of you" He whispered in my ear. I tried to push him off me but I was still weak. I hope my team got my message and are on their way. I really need to get out of here.

"Don't say that. You nasty old man." Maybe my fire is still in my system.

"I'm nasty? You're the one who let this happen to you. I tried to save you from this but you insisted. I gave you many chances to stop this. Remember, you agreed to this." He whispered in my ear.

He's right. If I just agreed in making him God's Eye I wouldn't be in this mess. I wouldn't be scared of my own body. I wouldn't have to worry of my next torture. I stayed frozen to his words. Why won't I make him God's Eye again?

"Oh, baby, did I say something wrong? Does the truth hurt that much?"

I can hear the mockery in his voice but why do I still listen to it? No, don't let him get to you, Kim Namjoon. You're strong. If Taehyung thinks you are then you are!

"Let go of me." I finally spoke. The Man frowned.

"Now why would I do that?"

"Because. I. Am. Not. Yours!" I yelled at him and pushed him off me. He fell to the ground. I ran out of the makeshift bathroom and closed the door behind me. It's a push type of door from the inside. So I have a little of an advantage in keeping him in by pushing up against it.

I felt him slam his body against the wood. I was pushed forward a bit but I was able to gather myself quickly. I need a plan right now. Anything.

I was too busy thinking of a plan of attack that I didn't notice the banging stopping. When I did, however, I grew scared. What is he doing in there?

I waited for him to do something to try and get out of the bathroom when the gate to the cell opened and in came two men. They each grabbed onto me. I still struggled to get out of their grips. I don't care if they are seeing my bare body, they've been inside it already.

The Man came out of the bathroom and stepped up to me. He glared at me as I did the same.

"I tried to be nice to you, yet you take advantage of my kindness."

He leaned in towards me, so close our noses touched. "Don't expect me to be nice to you ever again."

I jumped forward and bit his nose. I bit down so hard I tasted blood. He screamed. I didn't let go until I was punched in the gut. I had to take a deep breath. The Man pulled away and started to hold his nose. Angry, I spit out a piece of it onto his face.

"You bitch!" He yelled at me. I just smirked. Blood was all inside and around my mouth. I don't care at the moment. "You see what this mouth can really do, gentlemen. Want to stick your dicks inside it again?" I asked the two men still holding me. I can see sweat falling from their faces. I just chuckled at them. All bark and no bite. I wonder where this unknown confidence came from.

The Man stood up and walked up to me. He then slammed his fist onto the side of my face. I fell to the ground. I groaned in pain as I held onto my left cheek. The Man walked up to me and started to kick me all over my body.

The pain was unbearable. My legs, chest, and head were his main target. He avoided my arms and hands at all costs. I guess even in his blind rage he knows without the functions of my hands, I won't be able to make God's Eye.

After about five minutes, I think it was five minutes, he stopped his beating. I coughed up blood and saliva. I couldn't even get up, I was so sore.

While catching his breath, the Man started talking again. "Don't feed him till I say so."

"Do you wish for me to escort you to the infirmary?" One of the men asked. I was lifted off the ground and thrown onto the bed.

"No, You stay at the door and make sure he does nothing. You, you come with me." He pointed at another.

I watched as all three of them walked out of my cell. My vision blurred as they disappeared from my sight. I then passed out.

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Words: 1206

Like I said, this is not a "fun" book. There will be triggers and stuff involved with this story. I've been trying to avoid Author Notes but I felt like I needed to say this, even though I put warnings in the beginning of the book. I'm not sure if the way I portrayed the "rape" scene right, I haven't been in such situation before so I went off of the stuff I knew by a rape survivor I know personally.

Don't ask who they are because I won't tell you due to their private life. And yes, I asked if I could use their experience but keep it anonymous. I don't want them to find out this way that I used them.

Anyways, I hope you "enjoyed" this chapter. I'm not used to writing sexual scenes, that is why I just mention it and not describe them. I'm terrible at it, along with torture but I tried.

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