Balancing Act

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Scrape, skid, peel,
I tumble onto the rough and cracked road,
air escapes my lungs like someone popping a balloon,
my knees and legs the color of the inside of a blood orange. 
I felt like a used banana peel,
my body time and time again becoming bloodied, bruised, and scarred.
Months before me, my friends learned the trick of the trade: riding a bike.
Why can’t I?
Why am I taking forever?
Is there something wrong with me?
Learning how to ride a bike seems impossible to me.
Learning how to ride a bike is like tightrope walking;
if you fall off of the rope you can die, I fall off my bike and feel like I’m dying. 
Tears always roll down my face, I crave what my friends have.
My friends always get to roam around town on their bikes;
and I simply don’t. 
I am stuck at just learning how to balance, learning how to balance on my bike;
learning how to just manage my emotions as I fall over and over.
“Get up and try again” my parents and grandparents would voice to me.
I’m trying but it’s difficult when I crave to snap my fingers,
magically to be able to ride my bike with my friends,
have fun with them with no care in the world. 


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