Shower Thoughts

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Sometimes, I shower in the dark.
It's weird, I know.
But I always close my eyes in the dark.
I see patterns,
pictures,
movement of light,
all of these shooting off like little fireworks under my eyelids.
My body always involuntary jerks,
this is how my body releases its' anxiety.
I stand in the part of the shower with the drain not being able to move,
my feet are frozen in this particular spot as they spaz at my ankles.
The speaker is blaring outside of my shower,
the vibrations from the music slide underneath the shower,
these vibrations coursing through my body and making me feel like me. Alive.
It's weird how brains work, don't you think?

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