𝗦𝗼𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘂𝗱𝗲 | 𝗷𝗲𝗮𝗻 𝗸𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗶𝗻 OLD

07.

𝗦𝗼𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘂𝗱𝗲 | 𝗷𝗲𝗮𝗻 𝗞𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗶𝗻 ✓

WARNING.

mention of profanity.

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''Shes awake.'' I heard a faint voice. ''Ugh..I'm gonna throw up..'' I groaned. I fully opened my eyes seeing Eren and Mikasa leaning over me. ''What the fuck happened.." I annoyingly said. ''You got mad and then got drunk and went home with some guy.'' Eren responded. ''Then you passed out when you got home.'' Mikasa added. I stared at them blankly trying to remember why I became mad. ''Didn't I become made because YOU spoke of the incident. Did I?'' I asked siting up. They both looked at one another. 

I got up off of the couch and trod to the bathroom. I kicked open the door and felt something rush up from my stomach to my throat. I dropped to my knees over the toilet and vomitted last nights booze. ''And last night no one knew what the fuck you were saying. Your words were slurred and it seemed like you had blacked out since you stop responding.'' Mikasa once again added. I continued vomitting until I finally stopped and my stomach was completely empty. ''Does anyone know how much I drank..?'' I questioned tilting my head back to mikasa. ''Maybe like six drinks?'' She added confused. 

I sighed as I got up hearing sounds that hurt my ears, ''Shut that thing up! My ears fucking hurt!'' I demanded shaking as I walked out of the bathroom. I walked into the living room panting.''Holy fuck i'm thirsty..'' I panted sitting on the couch. I threw my head back as Jean came and sat by me. ''Y/n do you feel alright?'' He questioned. ''Uh yea.'' I scoffed. ''No dumbass my head hurts, I can't remember shit, my stomach feels like mud, and now I think I have alcohol poisoning!'' I groaned. ''Also. Who was that guy?'' Jean asked me. ''How am I supposed to know! He bought me a drink, we talked, we danced, we got drunk, had a few kisses, and then he took me home. His name was like Porco? Porco seems right.'' I responded. 

''Porco?'' Eren asked me. ''Uh yea. Porco seems right..Do you guys know him?'' I responded confused. ''Reiner talks about him so yea I guess someone does.'' Eren scoffed. I heard faint knocking and a voice demanding, ''Open up!''. I heard the door open and faint shouting. I slowly got up and trembled around the couch. I saw Porco and Reiner at the door as the light bothered my eyes. ''Get inside and close the motherfucking doors!'' I shouted. I watched as Reiner and Porco came inside. The door was slammed shut before I walked back around the couch and sat down. ''I relapsed.'' I thought. I looked down at my hands thinking, ''I fucking relapsed.''. I watched as everyone came and sat on the couch. 

The room was filled silence. ''So. What were you going to do with Y/n?'' Reiner asked Porco. ''Nothing. I knew she was drunk so I wasn't planning to sleep with her.'' Porco lied. I could see the lie fill his mind. I looked over at him lying, ''Yea. He was going to bring me home.''. I had lied. We were going to sleep together. I wanted to sleep with him and so did he. My head began throbbing. I looked up at the celling and spaced out.''Y/n! Are you okay?'' I heard someone say. ''What?'' I asked as I looked back donw and around at everyone. ''Are you okay, you've been staring at the celling for a while.'' Jean worriedly asked. I shook my head yes beforing yawning.

I threw my head back on the couch. I closed my eyes hoping this would all go away. ''Relapse Y/n.'' Went throught my mind. ''I have fucking alcohol poisoning.'' I blurted out. I felt everyones eyes on me. ''I said that out loud didn't I?'' I asked everyone. ''Yea.'' Everyone responded. ''Jesus.'' I wanted to then and there tape my mouth shut and never speak again. ''Look uh.. I'm sorry everyone.'' I apologized. ''I shouldn't have freaked out or whatever and then went drinking. It's my fault.'' I added. I reopened my eyes seeing no one. ''Guys?'' I called out. There was no response only silence. I began breathing heavily before shouting, ''GUYS?''. 

''They've left you. None of this happened.'' I heard. I quickly turned and saw no one. I feel to my knees and panted. ''WAKE UP.'' I heard looking around. I finally woke up and felt sweat run down my face. I looked around and started panting more. Everybody looked at me confused, ''What the fuck..'' I whispered to myself. I put my hands on my face and took a long, deep breath. My hands slipped down my face into my lap. I looked around seeing everyone was staring at me. I focused my eyesight on my lap. 

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''Hey, dinner is uh spicy vodka pasta. It should be done in a little.'' Mikasa said as I laid in my bed. She left my room silently closing the room. I lied in bed staring at the celling as Jean did as well. Jean and I came up here to sleep but we couldn't. ''I'm sorry.'' Jean said to me before I looked at him confused. ''What?'' ''I'm sorry. For what I did in highschool, in college, and last night. For everything that I did to you.'' I turned my head to look at him. He turned his head as well. I turned my head back to the celling saying, ''Its.. fine. Its in the past'' I sighed. 

I turned my head back again seeing he was still looking at me. I completely turned my body to Jean. I placed my hand on his face, pushing his hair off of his face. I smiled at him. ''HEY.'' I heard Reiner yell as my attention went to the door. I sat up and pushed myself off the bed. I opened the door and saw Reiner down the hall with his head on the wall. ''Uh you okay?'' I asked taking a step out as Jean was right behind me. 

''No, fucking Porco threw my phone off of the stairs and now I can't play my hello kitty game.'' He angrily said. ''Hello kitty game? Really.'' Jean laughed. ''SHUT UP ITS FUN,CUTE, AND OVERALL RELAXING.'' Reiner shouted. I chuckled as I walked past him and downstairs. Jean and Reiner followed me downstairs and to the kitchen. I smelt a lemony scent from the pan on the stove top. Jesus it smelt good.