Are you afraid? || Jason McCann

Chapter 32

I changed my name from 'larryintheclosest' to 'dirtylwt' enjoy. X

Natalie

"I think this is the first alone time we've had in so long" I laughed. My finger tips grazing along his sharp jawline as we lye on the bed face each other. His lips curled to a smile. His eyes shimmered like one of those lucky nights you see once in awhile where you just wanna lye there forever and just stare at it all day.

His hand wrapped around behind my head into my hair, pulling me close enough to kiss me.

I never really realized how his lips had tasted. Or really admired someone for so long or this much. I guess once you realize how quick you can loose someone so easily it makes you take every chance you have to be with that person.

His lips. They were so moist and soft, like placing rose pedals to your lips. A slight cool breeze came between them as he pulled away a quick second to reposition his lips to deepen the kiss. "You're so innocently but so bad." His lips became more rough as he spoke. His tongue running along my bottom lip, "I love that about you" he lastly said before his tongue invaded me.

After one of many make out session we talked for the rest of the time.

"I wish you could see how beautiful you are." He whispered prompted up on his elbow facing me. "Like in my eyes. How perfect you are. I can't believe how lucky I am"

I turned my head at him and raised my eyebrows. He was so corny but I absolutely loved it. "You're beautiful too."

He softly laughed, "Trust me, I know!"

It stayed silent for a little while as he scrolled through whatever on his phone. Normally people would find this awkward silence, but I just got use to it as long as I'm with him I'm ok with anything.

"You know this is really corny but it's a mother fucking fact!" He looked at me them back to his phone. "This is us." He pointed his index finger wiggling it from me to him back and forth. "The whole world is black and white and we're screaming colour." He read from his phone then placing it down to sigh deeply and stare at me.

I smiled at his corniness. "I love you" then snatching his phone and opening the camera app

"Aye!" He tried to snatch it back but I rolled over snapping pictures of him. He finally gave up and then groaned, "Nat" a frown came upon his lips. But then stuck his tongue out to pose for a few snaps then back to frowning with a sad look at me. (A/N: Picture attached to chapter)

"But you're so cute!" I laughed looking over the pictures I have just captured. Then closing the app to send them to myself I noticed his background was a picture of me from last year. When he had snapped a random photo of me from the side when we went to visit the ocean.

I felt myself lightly blushed and flattered. It made a not in my stomach of happiness just ready to explode. I then quickly opened his messages and saw only three names. Louis' with a heart beside it, Joseph, then me with a kissey face and heart eyes emojis.

After I had sent it to myself I gave back the phone to the big baby. Rolling back over to him placing my chin on his stomach staring up at him. Staring at him. Admiring him.

"You're like the heart eyes emoji." He laughed causing his stomach to bob my head up and down.

"You're like the baby emoji" I sarcastically snickered.

His arms wrapped around my head rolling me over so he was laying on top of me like a big baby.

"Get off you fat ass!" I tried to push him off but was defeated my his weight.

"No!" He shouted like a child that didn't get his way, "Not until you apologize!"

I groaned and let out an apology with the rest of the air in my lungs from being crushed.nhis weight lifted off of my upper body but he just sat up with a still frown puckered lips. "Kiss"

I placed my lips onto his quickly them pulling back from the peck.

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The room felt extremely hot when I woke up. The sun shined through the window heating up the rooms. A almost felt myself panting for coolness. The bed was empty beside me when I reached out my arm beside me expecting Jason.

I definitely knew he wasn't cooking breakfast because that's way too cliché for Jason. The usual girl waking up confused but with the scent of bacon and eggs filling the air and finding her man in the kitchen trying to cook for her.

I sat up scratching my head lightly then throwing it into a ponytail. Taking my index finger and wiping out the sleep from the corner of my eye. Opening the door the house was quiet. He must be downstairs.

As I was about to make my way downstairs a voice from the couch spoke. Joseph, "He went to deal with shit somewhere. He'll be back in about an hour." His eyes never left the newspaper. Joseph was nice, honestly. He was a friend of Jason's for about a year he was the one that mostly bailed out Jason. He sort of looked like David Beckham. Mm, David Beckham. Can we talk about hunk!

Sitting myself down on the couch across from him. I sat there for a few minutes to see if a conversation would come up. None did.

"Wanna watch a movie?" I smiled.

His eyes finally moved to look at me, he narrowed them tilting his head, "it's like ten in the morning?" He questioned me.

"So what" I looked to see that Jason still had black out blinds up. "We can make it dark"

He sighed hesitantly moving his eyes back to the paper. I took that as a no. But he then put it away. "What one?"

I smiled at victory, I loved movies, "Note book?"

"Fuck that shit. Let's watch something scary!"

After a full on ten minutes of arguing we made a choice of a scary movie and half way through it, Joseph ended up on my couch to comfort me. The whole time he had a smirk on his face as he watched the movie.

"Shit!" I screamed covering my face with my white plush blanket I had wrapped myself in when a pop up came.

Joseph's face was oddly close to mine when I uncovered my face. His eyes beading into mine. But they flickered back and forth from my lips to my eyes. Oh no.

He finally pressed his lips to mine. They were nothing like Jason's. His tasted like caffeine, and they were rough. I didn't even kiss back I had no where to move away since I was curled to the side of the couch.

A/N: I don't really like this chapter... But here's some cute Jatalie fluff and drama. Short but yolo.

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