Are you afraid? || Jason McCann

Chapter 27

Chapter 26 - You lied but so did I.

"I-Its nots what's it.." his eyes shut around the room but not coming in contact with me. "Are you fucking kidding me?" I walked out if the room slamming the door from behind me. I can't believe he'd fucking lie to me... AGAIN!

"Nat.." he cane downstairs with the scent of pot. obviously not having to care of putting cologne on. He walked to the couch and placed his hand on my cheek and sat in front of me on his knees, "please. I'm sorry" practically begging for forgiveness.

"TWICE NOW JASON." I shouted, I was so frustrated with this boy. "Nat." his calmed voice spoke once again putting his hands onto my thighs. "don't touch me" I stood up and walked my way to the washroom.

"Please" Jason's voice cracked obviously about to burst with tears.. Just like me. he put his hand on my shoulder to stop me. I didn't budge to turn myself around. "don't. touch. me." I repeated but more harsh.

I continued my way to the washroom my vision became blurt and tears streamed down my cheeks, how can he do that.

I placed 2 lines and wiped my tears away snorting them quickly. my vision cleared up and than fogged up once again, not cause the tears but the drugs. The worping began..

this was like staring at the stars on a clear night or eating pizza again for the first time after months of work outs. it wasn't a want. it was a need.

knock knock

"Nat.. open up, I'm sorry. I'm just stressed." the door handle started to wiggle

shit shit shit shit shit

I quickly zipped the bag up and opened the cabinet door and grabbed the box shoving it in. my hands were shaking like crazy. I wiped my nose, and put the box back in the back of the cabinet. Just as I shut the doors of the cabinet, Jason opened the door "what were you doing?" he looked at me crouched down on the floor at the cabinet.

"I-I was just.. uh, Getting a pad!" I slightly laughed and stood up. "Damn..." Jason looked disappointed. I laughed, I couldn't stay mad at him forever. he held my hips and pulled me in closer. our noses were touching and lips just brushed against eachother. I closed my eyes and let whatever happen. "Don't lie to me anymore." I whispered and bit my lip

"You're lying to me though." he whispered back. my face probably went pale white I felt my stomach turn, did he know?

"You're not on your period babe." he slightly chuckled and kissed me.Thank God. His lips tasting like pot, but felt so moist. His tongue pushed against my bottom lip asking for entrance, but I refused. Then his hands came down to my butt and gave it a squeeze making me gasp.

his tongue roamed my mouth and so did mine. his hands placed onto my jaw as the kiss got more intense. his thumb stroked my cheek as he pulled away looking into my eyes. I stayed still and kept my hands around his neck, "so beautiful, baby." he whispered once more.

"No more lies?" He spoke a little louder this time. oh man.

Should I come out with it now?

I nodded, "You lied, but so did I" I took a deep breath in. I mean he has to understand, he use to do it too. "Jason.. I'm addicted to cc." CC being another name for cocaine  in the gang world. I held my breath and felt my body tighten up and his firm up and his jaw dropped.

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Okay, so short chapter but it was just a quick catch up chapter. So she confessed, but so far all we know is Jason is very shocked. but what's he gonna say? & Wow, Natalie made a big deal of him lying even though she was too. tsk tsk.

I can promise you, the next chapter will be a huge shocker.

♡ I love you all ♡

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