Are you afraid? || Jason McCann

Chapter 11

I wasn't gonna break up with Jason. I promise myself, I cannot do that I love him too much to do that, I loved us too much to do that.

"I-uh gotta a.." Jason scratched the back of his neck looking down as he stood infront of my bed that I was sitting on, "I have to go do a...Mission!" he trailed on.

I furrowed my brows and nodded slowly, why is he acting weird? "ok babe. love you." I sighed "love you too" he replied with that walking out.

when I heard the front door close I squirmed over to the window,  to see Ashley and Jason leaving, for a mission.

but she never does missions?

dont be paranoid.

I shrugged it off and walked downstairs to see Brett sitting on the couch flicking through the channels,  "Wheres Kendall?"

I innocently asked him with my sweet smile.

"Im not sure" he chuckled moving his feet making room for me to sit beside him.

**Jasons POV**

I honestly hate doing this, I wish i didnt have to do this.

I made a deal.

Ashley and her fucking blackmailing.

I stopped at the hide out of the gangs.

"c'mon" Ashley said as we both got out, her hand pulling me into the rough shaped shack, her hips swayed back and forth,  shes got a hot body but Natalie has a killer body.

she pushed me against the wall making the metal walls collide making a loud noise making my jaw clench, she smashed her lips onto mine, just like old times.

yes. old times, we were fuck buddies.

there was absolutely nothing, no sparks nothing nothing like Natalies and I.

I shook my head mentally,  stop thinking about Natalie be in the moment.

I placed my hands onto the hem of her shirt, my thumbs gently gliding around it, I pulled away from the kiss kissing her neck, and sucking her weak spot, hearijg her soft moans turned me on.

she pulled her shirt off along with mine, she fiddled with my belt, I helped her out pulling my belt off...

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**Jasons POV**

"FUCK EVERYTHING. I HATE YOU ALL." I heard Natalie screaming,  on the top of her lungs, good way to wake up, I threw my feet over to the floor.

slid some pants on, I rushed downstairs after hearing smashing, I left my bare tattooed chest shirtless.

I walked into the kitchen to see Ashley sitting the table eating toast with a smirk wiped across her face.

I looked over to Natalie sitting in the corner balled up surrounded by broken glass, I could hear her gasping for air through each cry, I slowly walked towards her "stay away." Natalie didnt even looked up but she said sternly.

"she deserved to know." Ashley said behind me, I turned to her "get the fuck out of here you slut." I mumbled at her, as she walked out of the kitchen.

"Nat, please." my voice cracked, this xould not be happening.

"stay away from her." Brett came right in front of me putting his hand on my chest, stopping me from walking any closer.

my eyes darkened,  I stormed downstairs to wear I create, bombs, all kinds of things. I stood at my desk that was covered with all kinds of weapons, I sat down and stared at them. "FUCK." tears rolled down my face, no.

I cannot cry.

Im Jason McCann, a criminal, a player.

I smirked to myself.

a player,  may the old Jason be released.

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