"do you have to leave" I rested my head on his bare chest , "I really don't want to but its for your sake baby." he spoke softly. I looked up at him and saw his eyes twinkle as they met with mine. "Where have you been all my life? you're the woman of my dreams I swear." Jason placed his hands onto my lower back and slowly stroked my hip. "Its like this past year has been a dream. A long long dream. A dream I would never want to wake up from." We never broke eye contact, he was so sweet. "Baby, I'm gonna be here forever and always." I stretched out my neck to kiss him.
He took his free hand and placed it into my cheek as we kissed. I had a bad feeling about this, I don't know why. "Jason. I just have a really bad-" he cut me off, 'Natalie. Its not like I've never killed someone before. I know how to do this. If it helps you to know, They're scared of me." It gave me a cold shiver the thought that Jason has murdered someone. But he would never hurt me.
"Ok.." I smiled.
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"I love you." Jason kissed my lips one last time, "I love you too" I slowly released his hand from mine "See you soon. I'll do it as quick as I can baby." he smiled "Be safe." I sighed and watched him and Brett get into the car and drive off.
"PARTY TIME!" Kendall shouted as she shout the door. I laughed at her excitment. She was a hard core party animal. "But theirs no clubs on this island." I furrowed my eyebrows, I haven't seen much of this island. " Girl! This island has the sickest clubs!!" She shouted in my face, "okay. calm down." I laughed. "What time is it?" she looked at me. I pulled my phone out and looked at it, "8:28" I placed it back into my back pocket. "Perfect! Go get ready we'll leave at 9" she smiled and ran up the stairs to get ready.
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I haven't went to a club since that time with my best friend - ex best friend Vanessa persuaded me to join her, where I met Jason. This club was quite different from the others on the main land.. "Kendall?" I turned around to see no Kendall my vision seemed like I was tilting from left to right. I downed a couple shots and now lost Kendall. "for fucksakes." I mumbled, losing a drunk shit-faced Kendall is not good.
I shuffled my way around the club looking for her, trying to keep my balance. I heard sniffles from behind a red curtain in the back of the club. I peeked in and spotted the back of Kendall. I entered the room and smoke was contained in the small space and white powder placed into several lines side by side. A man around Jasons age with blue eyes and chocolate hair sat across from Kendall and two other blonde girls sat beside Kendall. "Natalie!" She turned and smiled wiping her nose and passed the rolled up dollar bill to the man.
"w-what are you doing" my eyes almost shot out of my head. I was used to weed, but not cocaine! "doing lines.. duh" she giggled obviously not having a care in the world from the effects of the drugs and alcohol. "oh my god. let's go." I shook my head as I grabbed her hand but being yanked away almost immediately. The man finished his line and looked up at me. "Join us." he chuckled and I looked at Kendall who nodded and patted the seat beside her. The alcohol had control of me. without thinking I instantly smiled and sat beside her.
"My names Dan, These girls are Mia and Tia." He smiled "ever done drugs?" he scratched his nose. "Weed." I said as I looked around the room. it was dimmed lights and the music from the club was still heard but faintly heard. "Let's roll you up a joint why don't we then. it'll keep you relaxed." he pulled out a bag of weed and sprinkled some onto a thin piece of paper. "no. I'm fine." I shook my head. "party pooper" Kendall complained
'"it wasn't a question babe." he chuckled and passed me it with a red lighter. I fake laughed and placed it in between my lips and lit it. I haven't smoked a joint in about a year or two. I inhaled the drug letting it fill my lungs. The effects started to work once I exhaled cleanly "nice!" Dan chuckled as the girls clapped and I giggled. I started to feel so relaxed and calm. "try some of this now." he passed me the rolled up bill. with the alcohol and drugs and peer pressure I felt the need to.
"ill do it just this one time" I placed the bill at my nostril and bent down to the table and sniffed the beginning hard to get started, then snorted the rest. my nose felt tingly and felt the need to sneeze for a few minutes then started to see colours. "let's go!" Kendall took my hand and led me back out to the club the flashing lights looked much more colorful and I instantly had a rush of energy we started dancing with each other and laughed at our surroundings of the effects of the drugs that made it all warped and colorful.
but before I knew it I was back into that room taking more and more lines. After 5- 10 minutes I would feel the need for more. The more I took the better I felt, and the more fucked up I got.
I was addicted.
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Fanfiction**IN MAJOR EDITING PROCESS** (slow) Read at your own time, this story was written in 2013 when I first started writing. The plot is messy but the grammar and sentence structures improve towards the end, since I decided to finish it in 2015. -- 'Kee...
