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Neither logic nor emotion

Shin x fem reader angst

Okay, so this starts at the second main game, near the end.

I don't really remember all the dialogue so I just improvised. Also I forgot about nao and how many votes she got so forget about that.

Word count: 600

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Y/ns POV

"Kanna, y/n, or shin. Those are the people who are safe to vote for." Sara announced.

"W-we have to choose?" Gin said through tears.

"Guys, please vote for kanna. Shin will be more useful for surviving and y/n will be able to help in ways I can't." Kanna said. She obviously struggled to find an excuse for me.

"No, vote for me! Kanna you're just a kid, a kid that thinks her dying will solve everything! It won't!" Shin yelled, panicked.

They kept going back and forth.

𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘐 𝘥𝘰? 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘪𝘦! 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯 𝘰𝘳 𝘬𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘪𝘦. 𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘬𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢'𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘢 𝘬𝘪𝘥. 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘦𝘥. 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘩𝘰. 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰.

Shins POV

"Vote for me!" I yelled once again. I needed to get them to vote for me. Kanna was just a kid and I know I couldn't lose y/n.

"Stop!" Y/n yelled. This was the first time she said anything since she has become a option for getting killed. Everyone looked at her and stoped yelling.

"Choosing kanna based of emotion is wrong. Choosing shin based of logic is wrong. I don't contribute much to our survival. Killing me isn't as bad as killing a child. It would be easier to kill me. A third option, neither logic nor emotion. Vote for me! Please!" Y/n told us.

"No, y/n don't please." I could feel the tears pricking my eyes. She looked me directly in the eye. Her face blank yet she didn't say anything.

It turned back into bickering between everyone but y/n, she refused to say anything else.

It was voting time and it looked it was going to be a tie between us three. Except Sara hadn't voted yet. Whatever she chose would be it. I saw her glance at y/n before choosing. Please no.

The results were announced. Y/n was chosen.
"No no no no no no..." As I continued to mumble that y/n looked at me with a smile on her face.

Nao was being killed but the only thing I could think of was how y/n was going to be killed.

Y/n walked over to me.
"After I'm killed can you tell them I said thank you?" She asked with a quivering voice.
"No, y/n, you can't be killed!" I started crying.

No she couldn't die. I won't let it. I... I...
Sorry.

Suddenly y/n pulled me into a tight hug.
"I'm about to die. You can't change that. I'm sorry this needed to happen." Her voice was stern now which made me sob. My tears fell on her shirt.
"I-I love you." She said almost about to cry herself.
"I-I love y-you too." I said through my crying.
"Y/n, it's time." A voice called.
I gripped onto her harder but she pushed me off and walked over to her death.

I couldn't watch. I sat in a corner and cried. I didn't want to see her dying. The screams made me cry harder than ever before. My life came crashing down around me.

I didn't know if I could move on.