Medicine( A South Park fanfic)

Chapter 6

As the sun cut through the blinds and directly in to my eyes, I regretted every drop of alcohol that had ever passed my lips in my life. Thoughts of the events of the night before flooded my mind. I guess, if we're being specific, thoughts of Stan rushed my senses. 

Shaking my head, already dealing with one headache and deciding another would be just too much, I pushed the thoughts away. Groaning, I pulled myself to a sitting position. Looking around, I noticed I wasn't in my own bedroom. Too hung over to freak out, I looked over at the presumed sleeping lump next to me. Heidi looked peaceful when she was asleep, it reminded me how pretty she really is. Well, surface level pretty at least. 

There was a small sound, similar to a sob coming from the lump. Curious, I leaned in a little closer. I heard Heidi take a sharp, but shaky breath. Was she crying? I backed up, shifting the bed a bit as I did to let her know I was awake. 

Taking the hint, she looked over at me from under the covers. Her eyes were bloodshot and puffy, with deep bags under them. Had she gotten any sleep? "Hey..." My voice was quiet, unsure what had happened. 

"You...." She started, shakily. "You don't love me, do you?" Heidi began sobbing again, covering her face with her hands. 

My eyes shot wide open as I stared at her in disbelief. I wasn't going to correct, but why all of a sudden did it matter? She had been cruel to me, did she really expect me to still be head over heals like I was in the beginning? Sure, I was in to it in the beginning, when we had a back and forth, and it felt playful. Now there was genuine venom in the words she spat, and I no longer had the energy to keep up with it. 

"Where is this coming from?" I gently laid my hand on hers, a sign of affection I'd normally avoid. I used to be very affectionate, often times being called out for PDA. Nowadays, I just shy away from any touch, especially giving it. 

"You don't even remember?" Heidi sobbed out again, near hysterics at this point. "We fucked last night, Eric!" She practically screamed the last part.

Again I was taken aback. "W-We.... Holy shit, Heidi, I'm so sorry.." Although we had been dating on and off for years we had never actually had sex. Sure, there was some hand stuff here and there, she even blew me once which was pretty rad, but never all the way. It wasn't like she hadn't hinted she was ready, just by then I had lost all interest entirely. 

"That's not even why I'm upset." She sniffled, taking my sleeve and wiping her nose on it. 

"Gross." I cringed, wiping it on the side of her sheets. I turned my attention to her with a softer expression than before. "Then why are you upset?" 

"You didn't say my name..." Her voice was quieter now, barely above a whisper. Heidi had wrapped in to herself, hugging herself at this point. "I think you should leave." 

"I-.. Who's name did I say?" I asked as I began to locate and put on my clothing. Once I had fully clothed myself, I looked at Heidi for an answer.

She looked at me, more tears streaming down her cheeks. "S..St-" Choking on her words, she began sobbing again. 

-------A bit later------

"Stan?!?" Kenny shouted, sitting in the driver seat of his worn down truck. "You said Stan while fucking Heidi?!" He was practically hollering at this point, swerving on the road a bit. 

"Watch the road, asshat!" I screamed as Kenny swerved in to the wrong lane of traffic. I hating riding with Kenny, he was such a reckless driver. I don't care how big his god complex is, he's not killing me in this rust bucket if I have a say over it. "And yeah, I fucking guess! I don't know, I can't remember shit!"