A new life (the sequal)

Chapter 3

"Jane let me go to therapy with you? Please?"...asked Perry

"And do what?"...asked Jane

"Talk!!! Duh."...said Perry

"What is there to talk about Perry? Oh let's see how about your history of rejection she'll love that. Oh, I got another one how the fact that I told you I hate you and don't mess with me didn't seem to phase you."...asked Jane

"Okay, enough Jane."

"Is it? You see, I told you to stop it and that's enough, you didn't seem to listen to me. So you're going to listen to me? Got it? I was in agony, I couldn't use the restroom for weeks. And I was on the edge of committing suicide until I found out I was pregnant. What you did to me will never satisfy you will it? Because as long as I am having your kid you will always be in my life."...said Jane

"Is that a bad thing?"...asked Perry

"I don't know Perry is it? Having you in my life is going to be a constant reminder of what you did to me. I don't want you in my life but you are because he is your son."...sighed Jane

"Son? I'm having a boy?"...asked Perry

"Did I say that out loud? And yes you are. That doesn't mean I'm going to let you in our lives."...said, Jane

"Look I got mad that you rejected me, I get it. But if you keep my child away from me then I will have to take action."...said Perr

"Actions like what? Like your going to take custody? Who's going to let you have custody of my kid? Under normal circumstances, I would let you in my life and my kids' lives. But what you did was not normal. No lawyer no judge is gonna grant you sole custody of a child that was conceived by you."...said Jane

"Jane, good morning. Now tell me is new with you?"...asked the Doctor

"Well, Perry said that if I don't let him into my baby's life then he will take me to court. I don't want to go back to court. I had to relive the worst moments of my life in there and it was agony."...said Jane

"Well, Jane if you don't want to go back to court then why don't you do what he wants, and let him be in his child's life?"...asked the Doctor

"Giving in? Would mean going back into the past and not starting new. He... doesnt get it. You don't go from raping someone then getting them pregnant on purpose so that you can be next to them, then tell them you'll go to court."...said Jane

"No not giving in. Jane, he did it for a reason. He wanted you and you did not want him. He was angry so he took out on you all his sexual pent-up rage. You said it for yourself he got you pregnant because he was hurt, he felt what he had over you was tarnished. Perry is not one of those you can tell to move on and he'll suddenly fall in love with someone else, Jane."...said the Doctor

"Maybe your right, maybe he just needs help. Look I want Perry to be there to be in his child's life. But what if he chases away every guy I bring home from a date."...said Jane

"You don't know that he will chase away every guy. Look he just wants you to see him as you see any other guy."...said the Doctor

"That's the problem I don't see him like I see any other guy. I don't like him. I didn't like him before the rape occurred and I dont like him now. Honestly, would you date a guy that is obsessive and has no self-control?"...asked Jane

"Honestly my dates consist of dinner a walk on a sidewalk and a goodnight, and then after that, we never see or call each other."...said the Doctor

"Now that is sad. Look I used to think of Perry as a friend because he was married to my best friend. And that I could turn to him and think that nothing would ever happen, and to think that he would be one person I could talk to about things random things."...said Jane

"Look what I am about to say is probably going to hurt. Take the rape and look at it, and know that if you ever go on a date with another guy, and you go for the touchdown think about the rape first alright. You're probably going to have trust issues for a while, and it's probably going to be hard to make friends also. But at least you will have me in your corner or Kendra. Knowing who you chose to sleep with or knowing who you chose to be your friends whether or not you forgive them, it is always important you know you can trust them. Because most friends will probably do what Celeste did."...said the Doctor