Chapter 4

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"Jane I gave you a new meaning to life. I gave you something that you always wanted a kid."...said Perry

"A new meaning to life? That would be away from you, not with you in it. I wanted to make a baby the natural way, and not through something so brutal."...said, Jane

"Why would you want your new life away from me?"...asked Perry

"Do I have to spell it out for you? You raped me, your freaking obsessive, you have no self-control. And I am in therapy because of you and your friends."...said Jane

"The correction is they were your friends, to begin with."...said, Perry

"Yeah they mysteriously met you through me somehow."...said Jane

"Look, Janie if you just said yes to going out with me "we" no "you" wouldn't be in this mess."...said Perry

"Janie? Do you have a nickname for me now? I am Jane not Janie understand? And I'm in this situation because of you, because of your history of rejection. Because you can't stand being told no. Kind of hard to obey your parents as a kid when you hated being told no."...laughed Jane

"Jane, I want you to be in my life I want to be in our child's life."...said Perry

"You? Look, I can't keep you from seeing your son and I can't keep you from being in his life, but I can keep you from being in mine. As I said if we were in a different situation then I would consider you a datable partner. But you can't just stop me from seeing other men because you get the case of jealousy. I can't be with someone that abused me emotionally and physically alright."...as I teared up

"Look, I'm sorry that I rode you like a horse. And I am also sorry that it went on for hours and that you hardly had any breaks. But I was upset you rejected my invitation of going on a date with me. And all I wanted to do was take you to a nice dinner."...said Perry

"I didn't want to go out with you because Celeste had the biggest crush on you. And I saw the way you treated the woman and it wasn't very nice. You and I don't have anything in common so that is why I rejected your invitation. I thought you were cute in a friendly way that's all. And it's not just that you rode me for hours or like a horse, it's the fact that you tied me to the post. You held me down and you forced me water, Perry."...said Jane

"Forced you water? I did no such thing Jane."...said, Perry

"No, you did. You just stood there watching him pump me full of drugs. Look, he's your son you can be in his life you only on the weekends and sometimes friday's alright. But I am off limits. I cannot...I will not be in your life anymore than I have to. I don't understand why they didn't put yall in jail."...said Jane

"Jane, a lot of people get second and third and probably fourth chances. Don't I deserve another one? Look, if you give me a chance to explain myself and why I did what I did?"...asked Perry

"Second, third, fourth the answer is still no, a guy like you doesn't deserve chances. I don't know how else to get it through that stupid head of yours. But I will stand to hear your reasoning."...said Jane

"I won't stand here listing all the reasons I am wrong for you. But I will stand here and give you the best shot at reconsidering that second chance. What if I didn't have a bad reputation of being rejected, or a violent history when it comes to women rejecting me--"

"Ok wait you're trying to get me to reconsider another chance Perry. You listing me all the reasons you don't deserve one is not doing you justice."...said Jane

"As I said, when it comes to women rejecting me, I would turn whatever passion that I had for that said person into anger. Saying 'what if' questions are not helping my cause. I am trying my best to convince you that I am a decent guy and if that means that I have to apologize for what I did to you then I am fine with it. When I first met you the day you walked into Waylon's, and Johnston I was in 'awe' of you. At first, I thought that this time would be my year...the only straight guy in this office. When I first saw you to me it was like love at first sight."...said Perry

"Then why didn't you let me think about your question? Look Perry, at the time you were only hurting yourself. You kept on asking I kept on denying, and eventually you got hurt."...said, Jane

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