A Journey Of A Hero

Conversations of feelings

Katsuki woke up to seeing a white ceiling,he turned his head to the left seeing an unconscious izuku, he suddenly got upset..he couldn't think about anything just himself being angry, he couldn't bare to look at izuku in that condition, it was annoying, he turned his head to the other side letting out a little 'tch', katsuki sat up seeing himself in the infirmary and also seeing recovery girl and his sensei..aizawa also known as eraserhead, katsuki sighed already knowing the annoying lecture he and izuku are getting

After about two hours izuku woke up feeling horrible, like a corpse, he felt icky and sluggish,he then realized he was running a fever,he huffed annoyed from it then he looked down to seeing bandages on his arms and legs, he layed his head back sighing, the sigh caught katsukis attention, Katsuki turned his head to see izuku awake, he sighed in relief as izuku looked at katsuki

Izuku sniffled rubbing his nose giving katsuki a wobbly smile, katsuki frowned it felt like he was drowning in his regrets and sorrows, he felt guilty as hell, izuku saw hurt in katsukis eyes causing izukus smile to fade away, aizawa cleared his throat catching the boys attention, they both looked over at aizawa, aizawa looked visibly pissed, izuku sighed knowing the lecture aizawa was gonna put up on them

"You both went off campus without permission, do you both know what could've happened?!"

"It was my fault", katsuki said furrowing his eyebrows

"It's both of your faults, you both wrecked the buildings and the street!, You both knew better to not do that, what got into both of your heads huh?, Tell me!",aizawa shouted looking at both of them

They both lowered their heads in guilt,"I asked him to meet me somewhere..and he followed me to where I was taking him, he was asking me questions and I just– just..felt so guilty and..and I just started fighting him I don't know why",katsuki explained

Aizawa was interested in what he was saying, aizawa sighed believing it,"You need to relax and let what's off your chest Bakugo, I know you need to talk to midoriya about how you feel so I'll give you both some time alone",aizawa said as izuku and katsuki looked at each other

Aizawa got up from his seat leaving out the door and so did recovery girl, izuku slowly sat himself up with a struggle,"Do you really..need to talk to me?",izuku asked with worry, katsuki sighed and nodded,"It's about..what I said and how I fucking feel about it deku!",katsuki said pretending there was not a crack in his voice, izuku sat there and listened to katsuki struggling with his words, it hurt izuku seeing and hearing katsuki like this

"I'm..just so frustrated at myself for what I said, I never actually meant it I was a kid okay?!, And now I just feel like a shitty person from it now, it hurts me to see you smile at me knowing I said those hurtful things to you deku, how can you not hate me?",katsuki said letting out a choked sob while tears ran down his face

I'm at fault for everything and I can't do a thing about it

"Because your human kacchan, humans make mistakes am I right?, Your a good person kacchan, the way you vent is fighting and I get it, it's okay to show how you feel it's not a sign of weakness, okay?, Look at me",izuku said, katsuki looked in izukus eyes as an relieving smile grew on izukus face

"Your the best person I've ever met kacchan, if I could give you the world I would, your so strong and it makes me feel like your a challenge I'm gonna take on..I don't want you to change a single thing about yourself because of me, your changing and I can see it, you're mature..very mature, okay?",izuku said tilting his head, katsuki nodded while wiping his eyes

"Come here..if you can", izuku said with a snicker

"If your trying to give me a hug then hell no",katsuki said with a playful smirk

"I can't get a hug?",izuku asked with a frown

"Hell no!, I know we're getting all sad in the moment but that doesn't mean your getting a damn hug nerd!",katsuki shouted

Katsuki kept shouting at izuku but all izuku could do was smile

He hasn't changed his ego..I love it and I love him

"HELLOOOOOO?!",katsuki screamed out at izuku, izuku got startled and jolted,"Kacchan keep it down or else sensei will hear!",izuku said putting his index finger to his mouth

"NOW YOUR TRYING TO SHUSH ME?",katsuki shouted getting up, izuku waved his hands in surrender,"Kacchan look I'm sorry I just don't want sensei to come an–",izuku got cut off with Katsuki shoving him down, izukus back was laying on the bed, izuku sighed and looked at katsuki pursing his lips with furrowed eyebrows

"You mad?, well fight me about it!",katsuki shouted

"It's not that, not at all kacchan", izuku said giggling

Katsuki let out a 'tch' crossing his arms turning his head away, Katsuki sat down on the bed he was laying on before when he was unconscious,"Still..I'm sorry for fighting your stupid ass I guess",katsuki mumbled, izuku had a warming smile on his face,"It's okay kacchan",izuku said

That name izuku gave him never failed to make Katsuki feel relaxed and safe

Aizawa and recovery girl walked back in looking at katsuki and izuku who were both looking calm but izuku looked..tired,"Oh midoriya you have a fever so please get a lot of rest",recovery girl explained to izuku, izuku nodded with a smile, that just made katsuki feel more horrible but he just let it lay off for now