Armageddon

A Dawn's Light

Okay you get to read more about the donor [erson.. he still is a question mark to his past and his name and what his reason for rescuing Serene.. mm xD I love this story so far and I hope you are enjoying it! I love all my fans and people reading it! I thank all of you guys! Comment, vote, add!

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While walking back to the hide-out back where it started I turned to look back to what was my home from my past years. Maybe it was just the action without thinking sort of thing because this feeling, I've never felt before, swarmed my insides to go back. Regret filled throughout me and I wanted to break down but what good would that do? In the end where would I go? I can't stay here forever, I have to go back soon.. No! 

I turned back and continued my journey back to the cave where the other infected would sleep the day off or feed on the food we're bringing back with us, or to moan and groan like usual. It was still night and it was the darkest it's ever been in my life, the moon wasn't out tonight and barely any stars filled the night sky. A chilling wind swept past me but my skin didn't react, but I knew the feeling so I pretended it did. 

I don't want to be like this anymore, a monster, a 'thing'. I grow restless everytime the thought swarms into my mind then I remember the blood donor's blood in a vile in my pocket. It was the last thing I grabbed before we all left for the cave. Once we reached the cave I felt more relaxed and tired but I couldn't sleep because my mind was a crazy train. Decisions had to be made, should I take the vile and become human or should I throw it away?

I found a good, secluded spot in the cave for myself at which I took off my blades and rested them along the wall next to me and took off my ammo belt and put it on the ground beside me, reaching in my pocket I took out the vile. I played with the fragile thing in my hands for a few minutes while memories played in my head over and over again. 

____ Memories ____

"Good Serene! Very good, now what is this?" My mother spoke up and I found myself in a white room.

I pointed to a small picture on a book and it was an animal from a farm, a cow, and I remember just being a child mainly. 

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The memory faded into another one.

"Serene, why don't you go to your room for a few minutes while mom gets some work done. Go on now, go play." Her voice calm but demanding.

I remember defying her words for the first time and pissing her off but she never showed her anger towards me in anyway, she never hit me or threatened too.

"Serene please, mommy is busy right now, I'll be there in a minute to play with you." She rushed over and pushed me out the door to her office and I was left standing there staring at the door for hours until she finished.

_____ End of the memories _____

I still sat there looking into the vile and seeing the blood swoosh around when I swirl it in my hand. This was hard to decide because I was extrodinary child, I was the new species, I was the first mix bred and if I take this vile I would probably become human.. or die. It's a sacrifice to make though, it was my life right? If I take this vile and become human, I could be surrounded by the people who would try and defend me and not judge me. I would be normal, have a normal life, have blood coursing through my veins, have warpth coming from my skin. Be able to feel the change in temperature, feel pain, fear, be able to cry. I was begging at this point.

If I die, then I'm free from the hell-hole that is my life, it would be syple and quick and I'll be where I belong. I've never really believe in Heavan or Hell ever since this whole out-break began, or at least what I was. I just thought that if there was such a thing, I knew where I was going because I have murder on my hands.