Bittersweet (discontinued?)

New school

Picture above is Angel

*song lyrics sung in this chapter is End Of The World by Juliet Simms. Please, let's just pretend Kat wrote it. I don't own the song at all. Thank you*

Chapter Two// New School

Ava told me to go to bed after our little meeting. I never hated anyone so much, I actually never hated anyone. Maybe I don't hate her after all, she is my mother. Yeah, the one that left you when you were seven because she knew that her next family would be more successful. I mean, you're in a house that proves she was right. I thought. Yeah.. I hate her, with a burning and aching passion in my chest. "This is the end of the world." I chuckled silently, then a thought came to me. I grabbed a notebook and wrote those lyrics at the top. I'm sure a few lyrics will come to me. I grabbed my guitar case, I play bass and violin too. I brought them, but I didn't bring a keyboard or anything. But I know they have a grand piano downstairs. So that good. I played a few chords and sung. "This is the end of the world~" it didn't sound right so I played a slow melody. I smiled and wrote the notes down. That obviously wasn't the beginning of the song so I need to come up with the guitar melody, and I know while I play lyrics will come to me.

"We flew too close to the sun~" I sung, thinking about my dad. I started thinking of all the things I went through. "So close, I thought it was heaven." I started thinking about my ex girlfriend, we broke up a little bit before my father died.

I know what you're thinking 'Are you gay?' To answer that: No I'm Pansexual. So yes, I loved her. But she didn't love me and was faking the whole time we were together. She was just experimenting she said. I find her pathetic now. I actually thought I was I love, I guess I was just blind.

I played a few more chords until my feelings melted into the air. There wasn't anymore to put into the song, so I put the notebook away and the guitar into its case. I grabbed my stereo and plugged in my IPhone and played Can You Feel My Heart by Bring Me The Horizon. I started singing the lyrics out loud and turned up the stereo. I pulled out a book, it was called Asylum. It was a horror book, I love horror movies and stories. Ones that give you chills but in the end you laugh about how fake it is. I never believed in ghosts or demons, not even angels. I'm agnostic. But I always enjoyed the concept and stories of souls avenging themselves or helping after their death, so no one suffers the same fate. It's pretty cool to me, even though I really don't believe in life after death. It's not something I really thought about.

Shadow Moses by Bring Me The Horizon came on and then my curtains started flying around, the wind was strong. I got up and walked towards the window. I looked out into the forest and saw a human figure hiding behind a tree. I blinked and the figure was gone. I shook my head and closed the window. I think my dads death is causing traumatic visions.

I sat down on my bed as a new song played and that's when Ava barged into the room. "What is the meaning of this racket? I thought I told you to go to bed!" She hissed. I looked at the clock, it was 9:15. "It's barely nine, how about you back off. I forgot." I said. Now, I wasn't normally this rude and annoyed, I have no idea where the confidence is coming from. "What are you listening to? That's the Devils music! I will not tolerate a satanist in my home." She spat. "You know what? Screw you! You didn't raise me! You don't know anything about me!"

"I am your mother!"

"Just because you fucked my dad and were the hole I crawled out of, doesn't make you my goddamn mother. Hell, to me you're barely a woman." The words came out so fast, I just couldn't stop them.

She came up to me like a raging bull and slapped me right across the face. But the moment her hand came in contact it was like all hell broke lose. A Book from the shelf flew off and hit her. I sat there in awe, not even caring about the slap anymore. I ran to her and helped her up from the floor. "Oh my Jinxx! Are you okay?" I asked frantically. "What happened?"

"I don't know, a book just came flying out of nowhere." I lied, she would think it was me if I told her it flew off from my shelf. "Filthy neighborhood children." What neighborhood children? The lady lives in the woods. But I played along. "Oh okay then, I'll just get you an cold pack." I got up and ran to the kitchen. I opened the freezer and grabbed the ice pack. "Why are you helping her?" I heard a voice from behind ask. I yelped and turned around, no one was there. I ignored it and ran back upstairs, Ava was on the armchair. I quickly, but gently put the cold pack against her forehead. She held on to it and I let go. "Thank you dear." She said, I nodded. I went to bed after that fiasco..

*******

The next day was my first day of school. I'm a straight A student, school isn't and never was or will be a problem for me. But.. Socially. Well, I'm not very socialite. Never have been, I'm the invisible girl, I guess. No matter how many clubs I join or pictures I'm in, no one seems to care about the green-eyed girl in the middle of that well known hot girl and the star quarterback.

But I got up went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth, and got dressed in black leggings, a band t-shirt and white converse high tops. I did my hair and put on dark red beanie. I don't like painting my nails but there was black crumbling nail polish on my nails, but I ignored it.

I went downstairs and saw a donut of the table. I ate it and put my headphones on, I started blasting Twenty One Pilots and Ava came and said "Time to go, Angel come down honey!"

"You're driving me to my new school?" I asked.

"Of course I am, it's a big town."

"Oh, okay."

"Angel!" Ava screamed louder and Angel hurried downstairs in her fancy Justice and Forever 21 clothing. "Good Morning, Katia." She chirped, I flinched. "It's just Kat." I said. "Okay, Kat." She said with a big smile on her face. "Oh what a lovely day to start school isn't it?"

"Sure, I guess." I shrugged and she giggled. I didn't know someone could be so perky. We all made our way to Ava's convertible. Ava dropped off Angel off first, she waved goodbye before joining a group of girls dressed like her.

Then Ava dropped me off.

I opened the car door to see a large building in front of me, without a goodbye or anything. The car sped away, leaving the smell of burning rubber behind. But that was the least of my problems.

I made my way into the school and went to the office, I spent about ten minutes looking for it. There they asked me for my name and they have me a schedule. Making my way to the classroom, I was pushed and shoved around in the rapidly moving hallway.

I made it to my first class with getting trampled on, surprisingly. I plopped down in the seat, all the way in the back of the class. I was in 12th grade algebra. It wasn't that bad actually it was easy. I already knew all this stuff. I pulled out my headphones and started listening to We Don't Believe What's On T.V. by Twenty One Pilots. As the bell rang I was leaving when a girl came up to me. "Oh my gosh I love your hair!" She came out of no where. "Thanks."

She was a tiny girl, ombré hair and a Black Butler t-shirt. She was Asian. She was so adorable too. Like a child. "What's your next class?" She asked. "Not stalking, you just look new."

"I am and my next class is Mr. Kelch." I stated. "O-M-G Same!" She squealed, I just laughed. "I'm Natalie by the way. But call me Tally." She said, "Cool name."

"Thanks!"

The rest of the day went by smoothly, no problems. But Tally was in all of my classes. She was so cute, like a little hyper anime character.

So things are looking a up.. Sort of.

Sorry if it's boring. Things will get more exciting. I promise.