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Chapter 12.

Another 4 months went by.

I've been ghosting ever since. Barely spoke to anyone. Barely, updating any of my social media. I'm escaping myself the from the social world and making my name become mute. Don't even wanna be that bait boy Keiran no more. Being bait, is jarring. During those other 4 months ago, was a roller coaster. It felt my body is drifting apart by sex, girls, conflicts, Leah and so on. I still talk to my main boys. Santos is in prison. I visit him a lot with Lyrin. Sometimes the boys come along, if they're not busy. I always try make time for my main boys. Keelan is now feeling the pressure, since Rhea is not accepting to be back with him. He's dreading it. He begs, calls, even goes to her mums house to see her. He fucked up big time. The boys are still the same but Lamar is still on this road ting. I haven't finished with him yet. I feel like he's hiding something. I stopped speaking to Leah, since the day I was at her house. Don't feel like I can trust her or be around her. She definitely has something to do with Antony. I still hear Davion voice in my head repeatedly saying "I hope your taking well care of her", like for real what does he mean? I always avoid Leah. When I'm out, she calls out my name but I blank her. I feel guilty because most of the time she's with Kasey. Even when Kasey says my name, I ignore her. It hurts, but I chose to do it. So I'm sticking to it. I do love them both. The time right now, is not the time. Now, Cynthia is 9 months pregnant. Her bump is enormous and so bloody round. It looks heavy on her. She moans about the back pains all the time. Helpfully, my mum, Kristina and Jada massages her back. Her feet gets sore most of the time when she walks for so long. Especially, this girl is greedy, ya know. Her cravings is cakes. She eats any type of cakes. She loves it. The bright side, she isn't really grumpy as much. But Cynthia, is soon due to pop any minute. I'm actually excited to meet my new baby niece into the family. Being a father figure to her as well, since her dad is a pussyhole and not wanting to be a dad. Ain't done with him. The good news is that, my mum beat breast cancer. She's been fighting for it for so long. I'm glad she's perfectly fine and not feeling sick at night time.

Rah, that is long init?

At least you know, how everybody is.

By the way, I told Cynthia what happen. I always ending up telling my sister. Besides, her attitude and that. We both have strong bonds and always exchange secrets we keep from our mum because we know what she capable of. Knowingly, she will make us move far off ends.

"Here you go!", I surprise Cynthia as I enter the living room. I went shopping for my baby niece. Felt generous.

I brought her white, purple and pink babygro. Nappies, a yellow flowery outfit, and a bunny teddy bear.

Yeah, imma be spoiling my niece.

"Awe, thats nice Keiran. You don't have to do all of this", she said.

I rolled my eyes.

"Yeah, yeah welcome Cynthia."

I sat down beside her on the couch.

"So where's mum?", I asks Cynthia. "She went to the corner shop to buy salt and two onions", said Cynthia.

Then we both chatted for a bit, until our mum came.

As my mum came in the house and I heard her shutting the front door. But I heard two voices. I try figure out in my head whose voice it could be, until I saw her face.

"What you doing here?", I said curiously in a rude way. Before my mum could speak to me and Cynthia.

Cynthia felt tense because I told her about our business and all that.

"Keiran?", my mum said speechless. "Nah, mum why is she here?", I said getting up from the couch. "Keiran, how long are we going to go through this? Leave it..Keiran just forget about it", says Leah. "Shut up! I weren't even talking to you. Bout 'leave it', after you couldn't answer my question about Antony", I said whilst kissing my teeth. "Keiran! Stop, with that attitude", my mum said furrowing her eyebrows at me. "It's okay, I'm leaving", says Leah walking away.