Options.

Chapter 21.

~ Leah ~

You know, I'm actually getting sick of Keiran. I can't stand seeing girls continuously popping up and him replying to them like its nothing.

Well it's something.

It's affecting me, the most.

I don't think he understands what he's doing. It's like he gives more attention to them than me. I admit, I'm jealous but I just don't like that he giggles so much when he responds back to them.

Like, I'm your happiness, not them.

I'm trying not to go over-board because I could be exaggerating a bit. But still I have feelings. He must not even play with them.

I love Keiran. I will do anything to keep him. I don't want to lose him over stupidness. I love the bond he has with my daughter as well. Due to now, I feel like Keiran could be losing me.

Does he has any options to this?

Does he care about me well enough, than I think?

Who knows but him.

I'm at my aunty's house chilling in the living room whilst their all upstairs doing whatever. I'm just on my phone scrolling through Instagram like I have no life to live.

Then I received a message on whatsapp.

Unknown: yo, I wanna c u. We need 2 talk

I glared at the message thinking who is this and why does this person wants to talk to me.

Leah: Who's this?

He replied back in a second.

Unknown: Antony. Dnt b ghostin on me

Leah: Antony?😳

It felt like my heart almost escaped from my chest.

Unknown: yhyh, I knw ur shock but I really need 2 tlk 2 u

Leah: why? What's important for you to say?

Unknown: Leah man, chill b. Lemme tlk 2 u

I hesitated to think of what to do. But this is my own choice. I'm eager to really know what he is on about and what he really wants to tell me.

Leah: fine but not for long. So when?

Unknown: now b. Where u? I can pick u up

Leah: at my aunty's house

Unknown: who Aunty Kristy?

Yeah he would know for sure.

Leah: got that right. Hurry though

Unknown: yhyh, comin dwn in like 15 mins b

I read the message then focused back onto the television that I deliberately forgot about. I'm thinking to myself I shouldn't be doing this. I shouldn't be communicating back with Antony after what he put me through. Especially disowning his own daughter. But I can't, this is Kasey's dad. She would eventually meet, see and know about her real dad one day. Part of me says no, because this is totally disrespecting Keiran since their conflict and also not having Antony around to help me around with Kasey.

I can't say no forever. Sometimes try again but don't be fooled.

Right now I'm reminiscing those good moments I had with Antony. They way he made me feel special, like I was the only girl on earth. The loyalty, love, honesty and trust worthy he was towards me since i got pregnant.