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Chapter 20: Part 2.

"Bruv what you doing?", I snapped to Leah.

She jumped to the base of my voice. She quickly put my phone down on my chester draw.

"What you doing?", I asks her again.

"Who's Namiyah?", she asks me screwing up her face.

Who's that again?

"Bruv don't asks me questions. You ain't even answer mine but you wanna screw up your face bout this gyal", I hissed.

She kissed her teeth.

I went back to Cynthia's room to check up on Keilani. She was ok. Just waddling around in her cot gurgling with smiles. I made two more of her bottle and put them at the side in the kitchen.

I went back in my room.

"Are you gonna answer?", I snarled taking off my red dressing gown to put back on my tracksuit bottom.

Leah sat there on my bed with her arms folded looking all irritated.

"Why you still talking to girls?...like why are they still messaging you about how they miss you and your friend", she points to my private part.

I rolled my eyes with annoyance.

"Big man ting! That's how girls are, Leah. You know this already so I don't know why your getting all emotional about it", I breathed out.

She sulked up her face.

I sat down beside her, putting my face into my hands and sighed at how silly Leah is reacting right now. Some immature behaviour.

"I only want you"

"I know that"

"I only want you, Keiran. I don't wanna share", she sulks sitting even more close to me.

"You ain't got to worry. I've got you to, so just chill out", I sighed.

She hugs me from behind and gives me light kisses on my neck.

"I love you and all these girls craving for you and the attention you give them...", her voice trailed off.

I smirked up my face knowing she can't see the faces im making.

"You telling me, your jealous", I quietly said.

Leah remained quiet.

Guess the silence answered for me.

"Why didn't you tell me you feel that way?"I looked at her.

She looked all petrified to answer. She bit her bottom and used her fingers tapping them on her knees.

"I do know...", she measured.

I could kinda work out what she mean, so I just left it.

"Come ere b", I opened my arms wide.

Leah sat on my lap and hugged me tightly.

"I'm literally falling for you deeply", she whispered to my ears.

It was cute she's admitting to me about it. Normally, girls would let that slide.

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~ Lamar ~

I constantly keep thinking about her. I feel bad. But then I feel betrayed and used like a toy.

No girl should take me for a fuckery.

I will burn you. Your soul and mind.

No girl in the world should try ever use me and then try lie to me how I'm the father.

Don't piss me off.

I will burn you. Your soul and mind.

"Yo, big man!"

Someone tapped my shoulder. I snap back into reality.

My thoughts keep drawing me in.

I've realised I'm in Keelan's car sitting there staring at whatever that was in front of me and the boy standing outside preeing my face like I was mad.

"You cool bruddah?"

I nodded my head. Still in the maze of my thoughts.

"Here you go", the boy said giving me my money he owe.

"Safe g. Sorry bout that. My mind was gone somewhere else", I said

"Say nutting my g. It's all good. Imma bell you if I'm hungry though", he smiled walking whilst putting on his hoodie.

Just in case you don't know what he means. Meaning he would wants weed from me, if he needs any.

I still say in the car.

I don't know what's stopping me from driving.

No girl in the world should try ever use me and then try lie to me how I'm the father.

It's constantly repeating in my head.

My fist curved into a ball. My veins a thumping all around my body.

I feel like I want revenge.

I want to kill her.

But she's pregnant.

I'm my hardest to think about the baby so I don't continuously think like this.

Think about the baby.

Otherwise I will kill her.

I will burn you. Your soul and your mind.