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Chapter 13.

~ Antony ~

"Fam, I still can't believe Leah was backing Keiran", I said to Davion. "Bruv, it's old news now but I know, I know", Davion said nodding his head away. "You know if they're both dealing or what?", I asks Davion.

He shrugged his shoulders.
This youte is around my child. Now that's getting me vex.

"Why you even worrying about it, like your even interested in your daughter", says Mitch.

Mitch is the boy that was wearing the blue tracksuit.

"Why you even chatting? Don't come with your sour talk, bruv", I told Mitch kissing my teeth.

He rolled his eyes.

Davion, Mitch and I was at my dad house to chill since outside is hella freezing.

Davion started billing a zoot.

"But for real Ant, don't you wanna get to know your daughter?", Mitch asks me with curiosity.

Is this boy tryna piss me off?

"Are you a battyman? Bare asking man question. Chill, bruv", I warned Mitch.

Mitch aired my comment and left without saying anything.

"Wahum to that youte, Davion?", I asks him.

Davion shrugged.

"He's moving a bit bookey, I believe", says Davion.

I agree but I ain't trying to believe it.

"Do you believe he got anything to do with Keiran and Leah?", Davion asks. "I feel so but don't want to believe it", I answered his question.

As Davion finished billing his zoot, he lighted it and inhaled. He smiled as he exhale the smoke. Then took two more pulls of the zoot.

He pointed it out to me, to offer if I wanted some.

I took it from him then, inhaled it myself.

That sharp feeling of the smoke poke me hard in my chest, due the fact I inhaled it harshly. Then release it through my nostrils.

"You needed that, init?", Davion asks laughing. "You know, Dee", I smiled at him. "I swear you've been a loyal nigga to me since day one.", I said nodded my head to him. "You've been good to me, bro. Obvs man gotta show some love and respect", says Davion.

I swear when I smoke weed, truths are always said. Not just saying I lie without smoking but I like to keep certain things to myself.

"Where's 'lost tooth'?", asks Davion mocking the boy who doesn't have two bottom teeth.

Word, his teeth is peak.
It makes me laugh when I look at it.

"Fam, your mocking it", I said laughing my head off to Davion. "My bad", he said sarcastically. "But for real where have he been?", Davion asks.

Davion likes to ask question a lot once he smoke. All the questions pops up in his head out the blue.

"Don't know, ever since that little thing that happened in Westfield he's been gone", I told Davion.

Davion and I spoke for an hour or two. Our eyes lazily drifted us to sleep.

****

Me and Davion is outside chilling around my estate. Children playing around. Mums shouting and chasing after their kids. Young youtes all scattered over the place, riding around on their bikes and chirping up girls around their age group.

I saw a boy with a child. Pretty looking young 4 year old boy I suggest. The boy was talking to the little boy, making him smile, laugh and waddle around in his arms.

It makes me think. Think of Keiran spending time with my youte, my daughter. As much as I disowned her, I wouldn't be happy seeing another man making my child happy.

It sounded stupid, don't it?

"Bruv, you alright?", asked Davion. "Yeah, yeah, mans cool", I lied to him. "Come let's go meet them. They're there", says Davion.

We was meeting up with two girls. It was a deal to link up, chat, drink, smoke and have sex at one the girls yard.

****
I'm at this white girl house called, Katie. She's mostly known as 'white girl Katie'. My head is spinning, my words is slurring out my mouth, I feel dizzy.

I had four zoots, inhaling it like how I breath air naturally. The smoke going into my system eased me but put my brain to sleep.

I was drinking Vodka with a bit of Redbull in it. I was drinking it, like it was water.

I'm sitting on the single couch, slumped and laughing my head off at stupid little things.

Well we all are.

I see Katie comfortably walking in her stripy red shorts and a white tank top. She walks closer to me, biting her lips.

I bit my lips too.

I know she was trying to seduce me.

It's written all over her face.

"What is you up to, Katie?", I ask. Knowingly I know the answer.

She rolled her eyes playfully and bent down in front of me. She pulled down my Nike black bottoms low a little, then my dark blue boxer shorts.

Hell yeah!

"Enjoy, thickness", she said to me looking at my dick.

Davion grinned, then pulled Katie's friend to go upstairs and do their own ting.

I relax and enjoyed Katie sucking on my private.

Feels heller good.

I groaned and groaned, knowingly I'm getting close to buss. But I firmed it longer, because I didn't want her to stop.

She was good.

"Having fun,big man?", Katie asks me with a giggle.

I smiled, letting her know I'm enjoying it.

*****

"Bro, I'll see you in a bit", says Davion getting the cab. "Yeah, bruddah just call me", I told him.

Davion raised his fore finger and nooded his head. Then went. I walked back to my dad house and chill.

My dad hasn't been at house lately. He's always at his girls house in Hackney. He loves it there. So I kinda call my dad house, my own house because I treat it likes it mine.

I scrolled through my facebook page seeing pictures, notifications and statuses. Until, saw a picture of Leah, Kasey and Keiran smiling. Looking all fucking happy! It was on some girl page that I used to link up.

I blankly stared at it. I don't know what to feel, or how to.

I disown my daughter, for because I'm young. Not even my parents know that I have a child. I ain't into all this money money money stuff for the child. I wanna do my own ting, to be honest.

But seeing Keiran with them both, kinda kills me because I don't like him at all.

I have to find a way to get back to Leah and my child to get rid of Keiran.