Hey guys! So, I updated! I finally wrote the battle chapter! I hate writing authors notes and I have no idea how many of you are still interested in reading, or in any of my excuses for why it's been so long, but I got inspiration again recently and wanted to give my best apologies for the wait.
I got really anxious when this story started picking up traction. Most of my writing doesn't get attention quite like this story was, so I started getting into my own head about if anything I was writing was good enough. I started this story with permission to myself to not be too harsh of a critic. I allowed myself to write this for me, saying that if other people liked it then that would be cool, but if not then that would be okay because I was having fun and giving myself a break.
But I started getting hard on myself again and lost the magic I originally felt when writing this. I got uninspired, because I started criticizing every sentence and felt like nothing I put down was good enough.
I'm so sorry to have left everyone hanging for so long with no update or explanation. I appreciate y'all so much if you're still here reading or giving this story a chance for the first time. I still struggle with being too harsh on myself, but I'm working on giving myself some leeway and I hope that y'all will continue on this journey with me!
Let's kick writing anxiety's butt.
Hope to see you soon xx
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Aeipathy • Paul Lahote
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