𝐌𝐚 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 - 𝕾𝖚𝖌𝖆𝖗𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖑𝖉𝖉𝖔𝖙

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A/N: GUYS I HAVE DECIDED TO CHNGE THE PERSPECTIVE OF THE STRORY CUZ ITS EASIER YK .

when i woke up darrian and dd were gone. i opened ur phone to see a text sent to u at 8 in da morning.

D🔞😍

im at the stu w dd. ima be home rs mh. you want anything ?

i contemplated a lil and started typing.

y: donuts pls❤️

moments went by and Darrian started typing .
D: bet.

i checked the time; 11:00 . "jesus." i usually never slept that long . i went to the bathroom and went through his cabinets for a spare tooth brush. when i found one i squirted toothpaste and then started brushing my teeth. when i looked in the mirror i noticed myself breaking out a lil bit, that only meant one thing. "fuck." i looked down i hadn't bled out yet, but i ws bound to soon. when i ws done i put the toothbrush in a cap and put it down beside the sink. i  rummaged through his draw for a hair brush and brushed my hair so that it wldnt get tangled when i washed it. i let my clothes drop to the floor and i hopped into his walkin shower. the hot water ran smoothly down my body washing my worries of my menstrual cycle coming soon.

when i was done i brushed out my hair again but i didnt tie in up to let it air dry as i went abt m'y day.
i put one of darrians shirts on and then i put one of his nike techs over it. then i put one one of his old shorts on . i looked in the mirror to see it i ws présentable enough to leave his room. i was. so i walked down the stairs . "good morning chica."
"heyy" u responded to darrians moms voice . "darrians gna be home soon he went out earlier."
"yeah he told me." i smiled at her .
"where's my mom?" i asked. 
"she went to home yesterday. don't worry." she winked.
"Siéntate." she instructed me, while piling waffles and eggs on my plate.
"gracia." i said graciously i ws sooo hungry. i ate and we chatted for a while til we heard the front door.
"RKKKKKK." i heard dds loud ahh voice from the other side of the house.
"jesus." i muttered. darrians mom laughed . i grabbed my plate and washed it at the sink. Dd walked into the room w holding ur donuts . "AYYY."
i squealed. i hugged him. and grabbed the bag out his hands . "thankyouuu."
"your lil ugly self lookin crazyy. dogs out and everything." he said looking at my feet w pretend disgust.
"stawpp." i curled my toes in embarrassment.
Darrian walked into the room and i ran past dd and jumped into his arms. i wrapped my legs around his torso and he wrapped his arm along my waist. "hey mami" he said softly. i smiled happily. he planted a lil kiss on my cheek before sliding me back down.
"mamá tómalo." he said advancing towards the island table. i walked along w him as his arm was still wrapped around me. he pulled out a bouquet of flowers that he had pulled outta nowhere and handed it to them.
"awww d" i awed. his mother walked around the island and placed an audible kiss on his forehead. "thankyou my son." she kiss attacked him for a few then audibly walked out the room and up the stairs .

"you gotta take me home darrian." i mentioned.
"why. i like it when u stay at mines." he argued.
"well i like my wardrobe." i pointed showing him his oversized clothes on me. "i don't even got panties on rn . and i'm pretty sure i'm bout to go on my cycle."
"shittt. then you really needa go home." dd commentated.
"can u shut up. nobody ws even talkin to u" i turnt towards him.
"damn. attitude comin in already.." he muttered lowly.
"alright i take u. put your shoes on ."
"we walkin?" i asked.
"hy .u only live like 20 minutes away."
"u coming dd?" i asked.
"nahh i got a couple vids to shoot tday. i'm fina cut." he said playing w his watch.
"bye dd" i hugged him before i ran upstairs and put some crocs on . this wsnt my usual attire but i looked presentable.
when i came back dd ws gone.
"damn hé actual went."
"yeah.. dd don't cap. if he say he gonna go he finna go."
"okay." i said adjusting myself.
"u gettin too comfy in my clothes."
"whatchu tammat? im fine."
"damn right u fine but u too comfortable."
"boi cmon les go."
i opened the door and stepped outside. we walked down the block and even further . as we ws seein more ppl ddot pulled his ski over his face.
"whatchu doin"
"i got ppl out to get me yk dis"
"not when ur w me nigga." i grabbed his hand and put it in my shorts . he felt the outline of my metal in my shi. "you not gon get get."

"i really ride for u mh . see dis is why i love you mh."
he looked at me in awe.
"stop lookin at me like dat u make me nervous." i said squirming. he stared harder.
i pushed his head back . "i said stop."
"gimme that shit b4 u hurt urself."
i took it outta mines and gave it to him he examined it for a few seconds and then put it in his own.
as i walked i began to feel sharp pains in my stomach. "damn" outta all days why today. hey atleast i weren't pregnant. still nothing. throughout the walk i kept expecting to feel warm liquid ooze out uncontrollably but it never came.

"darrian.." i said breathlessly walkin into my house.
"yes mami?" he looked at me.
" i told you stop doing that." i said quickly covering his eyes.
"doing what?" he asked innocently.
"lookin me in ma eyes. ur eye contact is so intense my gosh." i said lookin at the wall.
"Mírame".
"i cant."
"Mira".
he gripped my neck and turnt me to face him. i looked at the floor. he lifted my chin up w his hand still round my neck. this nigga was rlly turning me on even unintentionally. my eyes finally met his and he smiled . "you so pretty mami." he stared at my face for a few seconds and he kissed me deeply and softly then rested his head in the crook of my neck. i wrapped my arms around his shoulders and leant into him. "mhm u smell good too."
"u smell like BO." i moved back before he cld react. "say, stop playin w me child."
"abt child. nigga i'm older than u." i sniggered.
"by 2 days relax yourself."
"i'm jus playin w u. but u lowkey smell like ppl tho ."
"i been round ppl."
i ran up my stairs and into my room. i changed into a black tank top i put a pad on and put black cargos on. i got my j4s on and then tied my hair into a low ponytail while darrian watched me closely.

he watched as i did my edges in the mirror.
"can i try." he asked after watching me for some time. i laughed "yeah go head" he copied my movements and how i held my hair down when i did a swoop. when he ws done i looked. "D u did it better than me😭" i said comparing sides. i put the brush down and stared at him in disbelief. "nahh u musta had more experience"
"nope." he stood up straight and looked at himself in the mirror.
i watched him as he took out his low ponytail and let his hair fall free. he fixed it lol but then made eye and contact w me through the mirror.
"why you watching me."
"can i not?" i asked. "you're too fine D how cld i not ."
he smiled and then kissed my forehead.
"alright enough lovey dovey get off me." we went back to fixing our hair .
i brushed my hair back with gel and put a last rubber band on it.
"perfecta" i got off the chair and walked past him. i felt his hand grab my ass and i grabbed his hand.
"don't do that."
"why not it's mine."
"but it's on me and i say no so don't."
"how wld u like it if i js-" i grabbed his ballsack.
"nahh u wildin." he said putting his hands on his head.
"that's exactly how it feel nigga."
"okay then i'll stop." he tested me.
"hey now i didn't say all that."
"you insinuated it."
"well fine then i won't complain."
"yh cuz yk u like it."
"yh and u like this." i trailed my finger down his chest under his black wifebeater. when i reached his v-line i spread my palms out and caressed it before sliding my hands down into his pants.
"shitt." i heard him whisper.
i swallowed the courage and looked at him in the eyes through my lashes and smiled mischievously .

Just then the door busy open and u guys jumped apart.
"EW IN YO MAMA HOUSE YALL NASTY." brii screamed.
"BRI" u shouted happily and went to hug her.
"icl don't touch me w that hand." she warned.
"mb mh." i apologised . i hugged her single armedly.
"how u been mh." i asked.
"how u think?? u abandoned me for ddot for monthss. Rhi i'm you're friend too." she went on.
"i know i'm sorryyy boo." i said kissin her on the lips. no homo.
"u turning ur weird ass bf on bro." she said sideyein him. i looked at darrian who ws watching me hungrily.
"stop lookin at me like that..." i whispered.
"you stop lookin at me that or bri , u might have to leave girl."
brii looked at me and then looked at him. "y'all freaky asl"
"i need what y'all got." she said dreamily. "na come on."
you followed brii out the door.