𝐌𝐚 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 - 𝕾𝖚𝖌𝖆𝖗𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖑𝖉𝖉𝖔𝖙

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i sat on the bed and cried a ton into bris arms no one else had seen me this vulnerable except her. she's seen me thick and thin, hot and cold, wet and dry, good and bad. she's like my blood i known her since young. as i let my feelings out into her arm i had never felt the two of us closer.

"Kay" she looked down when i fell silent. "why are you crying when you broke up w him?"
"because i still love him and it isn't a break up. ffs."
when i unattached myself from her i gloated to the bathroom intending to wash the sadness off me.
sadness didn't suit me. i tied my hair up and washed my body. when i got out i felt better. i placed a bandaid over the cut on my eyebrow then i dressed i shoved all his stuff into the far side of my cupboard.
once i got dressed i looked at the text in my phone.

i don't understand why we cldnt js secretly date in private?

so i gave him the liberty to chat to any females he wants and he still wants me? i ignored his text and
went back to my room.

bri ws sat on my bed and darrian ws on live. i made an alt account to join his live. he ws sat smokin w some paloma in his lap.
"already?" i said laughing. "that ws quick."
"he js mad. he know u him see it." bri said quickly seeing the grip on my phone tighten.
she closed my phone. "remember u broke up w him. u can't get mad."

she was right. i couldn't. but he ws doin it to directly get on my nerves for what as if i didn't already feel bad enough.
i heard my mom comme into the house downstairs.

bri left b4 it got too late . and i went and slept im my momma bed.
i explained to her what happened as i drifted off in her arms.

"you did the right thing baby.ponerte primero a ti mismo."
"thanks mom" . i hugged her and we fell asleep.