oh, boy ( h.renjun x male reader ) ✓

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renjun and jeno exchanged confused looks.

"you're transgender..?" jeno reiterated. y/n looked down and nodded as he began to fidget with his hands. he almost couldn't believe he'd just told them.

"well i mean.. obviously there's nothing wrong with that, it's just.. we didn't know. and now i feel like an ass for making you tell us," jeno said a bit dejectedly.

"that's okay, really. you didn't know," y/n assured. jeno gave him a weak smile in response as he went to sit beside him on the bed.

y/n looked over at renjun, only to see the boy staring at him. he was silent, just looking at his groupmate in slight shock.

"injunnie?.." y/n mumbled. renjun snapped out of his trance, a small smile curving on his lips.

"sorry, just processing."

y/n was relieved at that. renjun happily bounced onto the bed on the other side of y/n.

"why didn't you tell us?" jeno asked.

"well, it's not exactly that easy, y'know."

"i don't know much about it, but isn't it kinda like your body and brain are basically mismatched?" renjun asked. y/n smiled and nodded.

"kinda yeah. that's usually how i put it for uneducated cis people, but gender identity can be really fluid so.." y/n paused to lay back in his bed. he suddenly felt anxious about the subject and decided to bring up something else.

"so why'd you guys come here?"

jeno looked at renjun, who now became a bit nervous. he nodded towards the male encouragingly before getting up and quietly slipping out of the room to leave the two of them alone. y/n looked a little confused while renjun took a deep breath.

"well, there's something that i was going to tell you before you left, but i didn't even know you were leaving.. so.. here we are!"

y/n continued to gaze at him, clueless.

"okay..?" he urged on.

"okay so uh.. i think i might kind of have feelings for you?"

y/n's heart jumped. he looked at renjun with a shocked face. the other began to panic.

"but i mean, if you don't feel the same way, it's okay!" he paused for a moment as he stood up from the bed, "i'm sure i can get over it soon, it doesn't matter, i-"

"renjun."

renjun stopped and looked at y/n. he felt tears begin to build up in fear of the male's response.

what if this was going to mess up their friendship? or their relationship within the whole group? what if it made it hard for them to work together? or awkward?

"i have feelings for you too."

renjun's eyes widened.

"..you do?"

y/n chuckled and nodded. he patted the space next to him so the other would sit down again.

"honestly, who couldn't? you're adorable and so sweet and you have the most angelic voice i've ever heard."

renjun looked down and smiled as a blush ran over his cheeks. y/n gently grabbed his hand, intertwining their fingers.

after a moment of silence between them, jeno popped his head inside the room, seeing the state of his groupmates.

"EEEEYAYY!!"

they both jumped at the intrusion of the other. jeno happily plopped down on the bed again, bringing them into a big group hug.