Keep Running (reborn as Illumi's son fanfic)(hiatus)

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It's been four years now and it's been nothing but hell.

I of course had to do poison training which ended up with me more than just sick on multiple accounts. I almost died a few times

But of course as a Zoldyck it was necessary apparently.

I went through shock training which I considered one of the worst.

I got whipped on so many occasions.

It honestly got boring at one point. All the torture; then one day felt nothing.

Well not nothing but just no pain felt in my body.

I could not feel physical pain anymore

I could still fell though luckily or maybe unluckily

Grandmother always liked to dress me up in expensive kimonos. She drank a lot of tea with me while telling me stories of her childhood in Meteor city. I actually did not think she would want to reminisce her past in Meteor city but she proved me wrong I suppose.

Grandfather helped a lot with the torture. Which like I said annoyed me to hell. Other than torture we never really talked. Even if we did he only spoke about how important the assassination business was to the Zoldyck's.

Great-grandfather taught me a lot about nen. Thanks to him I found out I was a specialist. Lucky me huh? NOT! I have a feeling now that I will be targeted. Also I got down zetsu as well. Which making yourself completely into nothingness is much harder than shown in the anime.

Uncle Milluki wanted nothing to do with me. Occasionally he would join in on my whippings but that was it. He was always finding information for the family and helping decide which mission was best for which Zoldyck.

Uncle/Aunt Kalluto (feels weird calling them that because we are the same age) helped a lot in dealing with grandmothers weird habit of liking to dress me up like a personal doll sense it happens to them to. They did like to match kimonos with me though. Such as like how I still wear a kimono that fades from mostly black to mint green to forest green. Theirs is the same but in pink and purple instead of greens.

Uncle Killua always was rebellious and wanted to show me the outside world. (sense I was never allowed out unless it was got a mission.) He showed me a lot of sweets and how to get around the mansion faster. I tried to me discrete about telling him about nen but he was oblivious to it. Well at least I could say I tried. He also took me to see aunty a lot even though I was told not to ever see her. He did not care.

Aunty Alluka/Nanika was a interesting experience. I always tried to see Aunty when I could but it was difficult with father breathing down my neck. But I did meet Nanika one day. Which was elated to find out that they were also my aunty. Such an adorable bean they were.

Father trained and tortured me the most. He never really showed much emotion. He tried to drill into my head that the weaker shall never go against the stronger. But my dumbass did not listen because why should I? He would always be the one to take care of my wounds though. And talk me through it with encouraging words. He said it all with a bland voice but at least he's trying.

I bet your wondering how I found out what my nen type is. Well I'll tell you.

FLASHBACK

I was right and great-grandfather walked into my room with a cup filled with water and a leaf on top of said water in the cup.

I looked at it in recognition. He was going to test what my nen type was. Finally I would know.

He placed the cup down and explained how I should do it and what it does.

After he was finished I applied my ren to the cup and waited.

After a few seconds the cup turned into flower petals. I picked one pedal up and it cup my finger. So these were sharp huh.

Wait

Wait a damn minute

I looked up to great-grandfather in surprise and confusion.

He only looked at me and said "it seems you are a specialist child. One that can create petals as sharp as a blade."

I just nodded while still inspecting the petals.

END OF FLASHBACK

Sense then great-grandfather decided to train me with my flower petal nen. Which for some reason he never informed father about this. Sense he did not neither did I.

I don't think father knows till this day that I know how to control my nen.

Anyway today was just like any other day. Boring if you ask me.

I was walking through a garden gracefully with some jasmine tea in my delicate hands until I saw Uncle Killua quickly run up to me.

"Kaku we are living now. You and I. We are getting out of this. You never wanted to be an assassin right? So I'm taking you with me and then in the future we will come back and save Alluka." Uncle Killua quickly explained

I was stunned

Killua was 12

Oh that's right he's going to the hunter exam

And now he's taking me with him

Before I could answer he gently took my tea and put it on the ground and pick me up princess style and started running.

We made it so a bus that ventures to the Zoldyck estate in front of the huge doors.

Killua and me took a seat in the back and sat in silence while listening to the conversation in front of us.

They were talking about the hunter exam.

I had no idea what had happened but somehow we are already at the exam sight. How confusing.

I looked around until I saw Hisoka. He seemed to be deep into thought about what I have no idea. I don't think I want to know.

I kept looking around further and then I saw him. There he was, my father in disguise. With all his pins and his purple hair glory.

"Hey you two are rookies right?" Asked a voice to our right. I looked to the person who spoke which turned out to be Tonpa.

Uncle Killua moved in front of me probably think he could protect me if Tonpa was a threat.

Tonpa just smiled his most friendly smile he could muster and offered of a drink in a sign of 'friendship'.

Killua snatched the drink from Tonpa and chugged it down. I slowly reached out and softly took mine from Tonpa's hands and took a sip and slowly drank it.

When I looked up I saw Tonpa have a wild smirk on his face. Did he think we could not tell that there were laxatives in this drink. I could taste this with ease.

I finally fished my drink and gave the cup back to Tonpa then bowed saying "thank you for this drink sir, I am refreshed and good luck with the exam." I stood from my bow to look at him seemingly surprised then he just nodded and walked away without a word.

I heard a new loud voice and looked over to it just to see Gon, Kuripika, and Leorio.

Soon Tonpa walked up to then as well. He also offered them a drink but the same thing happened in the anime as it did here. Gon spit it out, Kurupika dumped his on the ground, and well Leorio was just Leorio about it.

I closed my eyes and decided to wait for the ringing which I know would happen soon some to.

In which it did about a few minutes later.

"I apologize for the long wait we may start the exam now please follow me." Satotz said

Well I suppose this it is

The beginning of everything

Wish me luck