It Hurts Loving You

So I Thought

Amanda's POV
It started like any other day. I woke up at 4:00 (yea Ikr) but that's the life of a baker and I'm not complaining. I love my job and everyone I meet espically encountering new personalities.

I went down stairs and into the baker to start to bake treats for today. Today is Friday so its tart day and let me tell you it time to make these things so I started crackin.

After a little while of silence I hear a noise and I immediately grab the knife from the counter and I hid behind the counter. After some shuffling the noise, that was like a 'thud,thud,thud' came closer. I clenched the knife to my chest and then all I heard was silence then "BOO" "Ahhhh" I lunge the knife at the figure but stop halfway.

"Damn Jase don't do that, you scared the shit outta me" "Hahahah OMG you should have seen your face" " hahah very funny -_-" "Ikr I'm the bomb.com" after that I went and checked on the tarts. "Yo Jase, how come you here so early?, don't you usually come at 6:00 near opening?" I asked with a confused expression
His expression faded, and he went pale "Ummm, nothing just wanted to help out" he laughed humorlessly. "Hmmm OK. Well let's start preparing, we open in 2 hours." "Cool."

Few hours later
"Hey jase?" "Yea?" "Imma be right back, gonna wake the kids" "OK" I walked upstairs and into my house. The first person I went to was Tam, Tam is the whole of me and that's why we are the best of friend. But she knows when I'm in 'Momma Mode' it's no joke. I slowly open her door and walk towards her bed. "Tam, wake up, you have 5 minutes or I'm gonna throw water on you." "I'm up, I'm up" "good" "mother what sort of parent threatens their child like that?" I kissed her forehead and said "a good one."

Next was Cam was the best at waking up because he would already be awake "Hey baby, good to see your up" I kissed his forehead "Hey mama, can I have pancakes for breakfast?" He said with smile "Cam is the only thing you think about is food?" You might be saying he gets it from me (rude) but no he gets it from his father. Their father can eat like a horse and still be hungry. "No mama, just the majority" he said chuckling. "OK go down stairs when you clean up and get started I'll help when I come down, I have to wake the beast" "ok mama and good luck" "thanks baby."

I went to Sam's room an knocked on the door no answer, I open it and walked into complete darkness. As I walked forward I hit my foot on some thing HARD. "Oh shittt" I hissed in pain. "That Fucking hurts." I continue towards the window limping, when I get there I open it and the sun's beautiful rays come thru. I turned to Sam who was out cold, I went to him kissed his forehead "morning munchkin" I turned walked away and grabbed the blowhorn off the table. As I was walkin out I yelled "plugs guys" when I heard "all clear" in unison I put on mine pressed the button, this went for like 5 minutes then he woke up screaming "Ahhhhh" I stopped " must you wake me up like this every morning?" He said anger laced in his voice. I shuddered, just like his father. " if you woke up like a normal person then no"

I went down stairs to see Cam already cooking "hey baby what do you need help with?" "Mama you cook them and I'll make the batter" "OK but where is your sister?" "Bathroom" we said in union "Tam Tam get your ass out of that bathroom and come set this table" "OK mom give me a minute"

2 minutes she appeared in skinny jeans and a crop top made of black lace she had a white vest underneath and some red Dr.martens. she look good deffentely got my sense of style. "You look beautiful Tam" "thanks mom" you look great tam" Cam said "ik smartypants now hug me and feed me" she whined. He hugged her "go set the table" I said "OK mom."

Few minutes later Sam appeared with his signature scowl on his face he sat down. "Now I know you did not just walk in here and not say 'good morning'" i said "good morning bubba, good morning tam tam" "so it's like that?" "What are you talking about?, bubba did you make bf?" "I did" "cool."

10 minutes later, I got up to leave and said "be ready in 20 your father will be here to pick you up" I kissed Cam and Tam and turned to leave when i heard a scoff. "So it's like that?" "I have no clue what you mean" I said with a smirk and left.

If it's one thing Sam absolutely hates is not to feel my love but he acts like he hates me, strange kid. "Momma wait, don't do me like that" and of course i always cave "Come on" I kissed him on his cheek and he went on his way singing some song "I gotta pocket gotta pocket full of sunshine I got a lo-" I turned the corner and was about to leave the house when I saw him.

My breathing hitched and was caught in my throat. I quickly turned around slamming the door (not on purpose) when I heard a voice I haven't heard in years "Amanda" his voice was still as deep velvety smooth as it was years ago. I got up the stairs and into the kitchen panting "Kids your father is here time to go let's hustle" "bu-" "don't you dare finish that sentence or tonight we watch your birthing video" they instantly dashed down stairs and was walking to the car when I heard "dad what's wrong with mom?" "idk" liar of course you know. You were the one that caused it.