It Hurts Loving You

What Now?!

Amanda's POV

I just kissed them continuously. I missed them soooooo much. Words don't even comprehend.

Then they Cam and Tam stood up. "Mother we're gonna go get some food." "I'm gonna help her, don't go anywhere Mama!" I looked at them funny "Where am I gonna go?" They shook their heads and left.

Only me and my first born left. "Tell me Sam" he looked up. Finally had his attention he's been ignoring me and idk why. "What?" He said rudely. I sighed. "Never mind as they say you can bring a horse to water but you can't make them drink it" smh "Are you calling me a horse?" I laughed a little. "Of course not. Its a saying. Very old" He just shrugged it off and sat back down.

As I was about to say something in walked the doctor and I smiled because I was ready to leave. But soon my smile vanished as I saw who was behind him, in walked Ethan as well.

I ignored him and focused on the doctor. "Glad to see you awake and well MRS. Green" I looked at him like he grew another head. "my name is Amanda Jones" the doctor looked confused. "Aren't you Mr. Green's wife?" "No" just like that. No emotion. "Well sorry miss Jones" "when can I leave" "tomorrow morning. We're gonna monitor you tonight to make sure everything is fine."

"Ok great" the doctor left and sam left to find the other kids cause they were gone a good while. Just me and Ethan. How fun -_-

"Did you have to b..." "So we're gonna go back to our regular routine. You pick them up for school and on weekends. If you need to talk to me then text me. Don't call me and there's no need for us to see each other. The further I am from you the better. You just cause tons of problems for me and my children." He just stood there silent "Can you leave" "so you just gonna ignore my existence again?" I turned in my bed to back him.

Ethan's POV

I walked outside I needed some after all this then Tina walked up to me. I haven't seen her in years and that was a good thing.

Tina is the girl I cheated on Amanda with all those years ago when manda was pregnant with our babies.

What had happened was a giant misunderstanding.

Flashback~ 15 years ago

After messaging my love the door bell rang. I walked to it and peeked through and saw a girl about my age standing there.

I opened the door unsuspecting and as I was about to speak a cloud of dust surrounded me and I couldn't see straight and I was stumbling.

"Ian!" my wolf took over "I am Tina and you are to listen to my every command and attack anyone who comes within 5 feet of me. "Yes mam" Ian said. I was trying to regain control but got nothing. It's like he couldn't hear me. Ian had a mind of his own but Tina was controlling him.

Next thing I know Ian and Tina are having sex like maniacs. I was disgusted. I had eyes for one and that was the mother of my children.

As soon as I said that I heard her call my name and then she stopped dead in her tracks as she could not believe the sight.

Then Ian attacked her and I was never so angry. He choked her and she was clearly suffering and I kept shouting her name and fighting but nothing was happening.

She was about to black out when Tina told Ian to release her. She fell to floor. I hope my my babies are safe.

She then crawled away. I'm just glad she got away from me.

After that Tina had me Do everything she wanted for the next 2 days and then she got bored so she released me.
Manda was in the hospital so that's immediately where I went I needed to know she was OK and clear my name.

As I walked in it was like she saw a ghost and she got so scared. Then she started screaming for help. As everyone rushed in and I was told to leave I had a sad smile on my face as I knew things would never be the same

After a week she went into labour and I had Jase film it for me after tons of begging.

I was not allowed to see them and that devastated me to the highest degree.

Months went past and still nothing but when I finally did it was the happiest time in my life.

Flashback over

I looked at her in disgust. What did this bitch want. She single Handley ruined my life and has the nerve to smile in my face.

"What the fuck do you want Tina" "Is that how you talk to an old friend and lover" she came closer and ran her hand up and down my body. "Don't fucking touch me you inconsiderate bitch. You witches are the worst things on this pl..." I was cut off as she kissed me.

I felt the same disgust I did that day she and Ian had sex with my body.

I pushed her off me and pinned her against the wall with my hand wrapped tightly around her neck as she scratched my hand to release her.

"Listen here Tina" Her named rolled off my tongue with so much hatred. "Never speak to me or My family again and if you do I'll personally rip you to pieces myself" I squeezed harder as I finished.

I then slowly breathed and released her. She fell to the floor coughing her life away and I walked away. I could give zero fucks about her pitiful life.

I found a nurse and she treated the scratches on my hand.

Some time later I found the doctor and he and I entered the room and Manda's face lit up as she saw him and then the happiness vanished as she saw me.

Then talked and she was rude and I remember smelling her as I spoke to that witch but it went to the back of my mind

After the doctor left she told me she never wanted to see me again and that she wanted everything to return to how it was.

What really hurt was how she said I was nothing but trouble and it was so true. If not for me none of this wouldn't have happened.

But I was not going down without a fight.

I walked around to her and sat in the chair in front her.

"Just listen to me" "I don't wann..." "Dammit Amanda just listen I've wanted to say this for so long" she went silent and then I told her what actually happened 15 years ago.

When I was done she was just quiet and I have no idea what was going through her head but I knew she believed me.

When you find your mate you have a bond you can feel between each other and it was lost so long ago but when I finished telling her the truth I felt that bond again and I knew I'd gotten my baby back.

I laid in bed behind her and drifted off to sleep