It Hurts Loving You

Why Do I Feel This Way

Amanda's POV

After about 10 minutes in footlocker with no prevail, I remembered I had a cute pair of shoes at home but as I was walking out the store I saw these cute pair of Jeffrey Campbell lita's that Tam were gawking at "stop drooling" I said and she jumped "Omg mom you scared the hell outta me" she said holding her chest. "Dramatic much" I mumble and she about to say something but something or someone caught her eye and a wave of emotions flashes thru her eyes sadness, hurt, depression and finally anger. I looked around to see the boy she was with last night with his tongue in someone's mouth. "It's not worth it" I said, she looked at me like she totally forgot I was there. "What's not worth it?" "You wanting to walk over there and slaughter them both" "I don't wa-" "little girl, do you think I was born yesterday? You're my child and I know that look, I had the same lo-" I was cut off by Ethan's voice "your mother is right it's not worth it and trust me I know that look" he looks at me with a smirk and I just ignore him. "The consequences after what ever you want to do to them aren't worth it" "Ain't that the truth" I mumble and they look at me "nothing" I said. "I'm just gonna walk over there and have a calm and collected conversation with them" she said starting to walk but I grab her arm "I'm gonna go to forever 21 looking to something to wear and if anything happens Ethan's right there, OK?" "OK" she said and walked away. "Watch here please cause with that look ain't noting going to be calm, but you should know that" I said with a smirk and walked away.

Tam's POV (surprise)
I was about to tell my mother I'm not dramatic, when I see Derrick my boyfriend, well ex after this, tongue raping some girl. I was instantly sadden 'I thought we had something' , then I was hurt 'why would he do this to me' , then depressed, 'I guess I'm not likeably and just a joke to everyone' and then I was angry 'who the flying fu*k does he think he is cheating on me'. I'll show him, I was out for blood when I heard, "it's not worth it" I did know what she meant but still asked, she said I wanted to slaughter them which was not 100% true, but I still retaliated telling her I didn't want to even thou we both knew I did when I was interrupted. She started speaking but was interrupted by my father "your mother is right its not worth it and trust me i know that look" he smirked at my mother but she ignored him like usual. Dad started to say something about consequences when mom was like "ain't that the truth" I looked at her funny but she mumbled "nothing." I told my parents I was going over there to talk to them but my mom stopped me. She told me some store but I wasn't listening, I was to busy trying not to kill them when I walk over there. "OK" I said and I walked away.

As I walked over there slowly but surely it all hit me, he lied to me telling me all I wanted to hear to get in my pants, but he didn't cause mama didn't raise no fool. I went over there and tapped his shoulder 3 time but he just shrugged me off, I did it again but this time cleared my throat. "Dude can't you see I'm busy here" he said and the girl giggled. "Yea I can see that" I said, he froze, the giggles machine asked "baby, what's wrong?" He got off her and that's when I realized it was Katrina, the mean bitch. When she saw me realization, then fear went thru her eyes, a smirk started to play upon her lips and she started to speak "well if it isn't Tam herself, I was ju-" I cut her off by slapping the shit out of the bitch, she fell to the ground. Derrick started to back away but I tripped him, he ain't going no where. When he fell I focused back on Katrina "listen bitch, if I ever see you within 2 feet of any boyfriend or love interest i have after this, I'll make you wish I was never born" I walked away from her while saying "Derrick, get your sorry ass up and follow me" he got up and trailed behind me. I got to my dad, who was just standing over there watching me, "Dad I'm going outside for a bit, I'll brb, but can you tell me what store it was mom went to?" "Forever 21" he said that eyeing derrick like he wanted to kill him. "Ok dad, but wipe the look off your face it looks like you wanna snap his neck" "I do" when Derrick heard that he started shaking and I could practically smell the fear coming off him "ok dad" I kissed his cheek "come on dickwad, cause if he gets a hold on you ain't no stopping him" he started to sprint for the door "unless your mom" but I muttered that last part to myself.

Amanda's POV
When I was in Forever 21 looking to something to wear when I saw the cutest yellow crop top with the cloth that ties in the front "Omg this is perfect" I picked up my size and when over to the bottom, I decided to get a skirt made of the same material, I found the perfect black and a shirt with stars "this will go great with the shirt" I went to the cashier and paid for my stuff "thank you" I said walking towards the exit, when I bumped into someone "Omg I'm so sorry it wa-, oh it's just you" I turned around and went back inside when I remembered this cute bag but mostly cause I wanna get away from Ethan.

I walked over to the bags and was looking at them when one dropped, I bent over to pick it up and while I was coming back up I felt hands move to touch me but I grabbed them "No touching the merchandise" and I put the bag back and grabbed the one I wanted and walked to the cashier with him hot on my trail.

"I taught I asked you to watch Tam" "She's fine, she went outside, what's wrong with you?" "Oh ok and don't worry about me, worry about your girlfriend"

He wanted to say something but couldn't cause the cashier started to speak. When I was finished I walked out with of course him behind me.

He pulled me by my arm and I stopped. He was going to say something when my phone rang 'Ugh it's not even my birthday, but he wanna lick the icing off. Give it to him in the worst way, can't wait to bl-' "Hey Jerrod" when I said that Ethan's face went from calm to angry so fast.
Phone convoy

Hey Jerrod
Hey Amanda, I was calling about our date tonight
Yea, go on
I was wondering if we could eat at like 7 and catch the movie at 8
Yea that's cool, but what are we watching
I kinda wanna see avengers, if that is alright with you?
Yea that's awesome I wanna see it to
Oh great see you at around 6:45
OK cool see you later.

Convo end

By the end of my conversation Ethan was fuming. I began to walk away but again nope -_-