It Hurts Loving You

The Accidental Truth

Jases's POV

Flashback Cont'd

"Why'd you send a box of flour to explode over me?" Sebastian said in a cool voice.

I looked at him and turned my face up in confusion. "I didn't send a box of flour to you, what're you talking about?" He shook his head at me.

"You don't need to lie Jase just be honest." Now I was extra confused "wait! Is that what happened to you? And you think I did it?!?!?!" I started to laugh. I've never heard anything so funny.

I didn't need to look at him to know he had a face of disgust. "Jase if you don't stop laughing right now!" I stopped laughing and looked at him like he lost his damn mind cause it seems he has.

"And if I don't you'll do what exactly?!?!?!" He shook his head, "Jase you really don't want to test my patience right now, you're already on thin ice" I started to laugh but you could tell there way no humor there.

"YOU CAN'T TOUCH ME!!! YOU THINK I'LL DO EVERYTHING YOU SAY CAUSE YOU SAY IT?!?! DO EVERYTHING THING YOU WANT LIKE IT'S LAW?!?! COME TO YOUR EVERY BECK AND CALL CAUSE YOU WANT AND TEND TO YOU HAND AND FOOT CAUSE I LOVE YOU?!?!?!" At this point I was a crying, sobbing mess. All that I'd kept inside just came out in one breath.

I couldn't even face him now, this is the first time I said I loved him, last time it was an "I like you." Embarrassed was a MAJOR understatement!

I turned around and trudged towards my bedroom. "Can you just leave" I got to the door and stood there "please" I walked in and shut my door and locked it.

I ploped onto my bed and curled up with one of my softest pillows, "can't believe I just said that" I closed my eyes and heard a door shut. Guess he left. Two more seconds and I was out cold.

2 days later

I heard Amanda was in the hospital and I figured that's why I didn't hear from her.

I've been in my bed for the past 2 days, I only get up for food and the bathroom. I don't feel like facing the world anymore.

I just wanna sleep but I have to go see Amanda, need to know what's up with her and why we haven't talked, that isn't like her at all.

I pushed myself from my comfortable bed and trudged to the bathroom. My bed was just chanting "come back to me, I miss you" but I resisted the urge.

Took a shower and got dressed and took a bus to the hospital, didn't feel like driving today.

Flashback over

I just got to the hospital and talked to the front desk, told me which room and floor.

I took the elevator and when I was exiting, I fell. The fricken elevator tripped me up.

I was trying to get up when a hand appeared in front of me.

I looked up into the most beautiful green eyes I've ever seen. I took the hand and was helped up.

I was going to say thanks and ask a name but the beauty just walked away.

I was just staring til he turned the corner and then I looked ahead of me to see someone highly upset, I quickly snapped out of my daze by the hot stranger.

I walked past Sebastian, I wasn't here to see him and I didn't need to face him right now.

I was about to go into the room when the doctor came out.

"I'm sorry but only one at a time, and her husband's already in there and when he leaves visiting hours are over. I'm sorry, maybe tomorrow"

"Excuse me" the doctor turned back around because he was just about to walk away. "How is she?"

"She's gonna be fine, she's just really stressed and needs rest and no excitement for awhile"

"Oh ok, thank you doctor but one more thing" "yes sir?"

"Did you say husband?!?" I said shocked. That just hit me.

"Yes her husband" "umm ok doctor, thanks again" "no problem sir and if anything else happens, feel free to find me."

I just shook my head and looked down pondering on what he just said.

HUSBAND! Amanda doesn't have a husband. After what Ethan did, she told me she'd never marry anyone, EVER!.

I walked to the window and saw Ethan lying in bed with her.

Is this who the doctor meant by husband?

I started to giggle. That's funny.

"What's so funny?" I held onto my chest, he scared the shit outt me.

"Nothing, nothing at all." I said and turned to walk away.

I got to the elevator and got on. "Get on, I have to talk to you"

He got on and stood next to me.

"This is going to be a monolog, so just listen"

He shook his head that he understood, so I continued. "After today, whenever we see each other, we will say nothing to each other and walk past each other like strangers. We will avoid all situations of us being alone together and just never speak, EVER.

I never want to speak on what I said in my apartment, just forget that, please. Bye!"

With that, the elevator doors open and I walked away. Slowly drifting further from him and the elevator. The doors dinged shut and he didn't call for me at all.

That's when I knew I sealed my fate. Just made my bed, now I have to lay in it.

Amanda's POV

I woke up to an empty room and i wanted to go outside. I climed out of bed and held onto my IV and walked outside.

I turned the corner and saw Ethan down the hall.

I walked towards him and he seemed angry. I came closer to see he was not alone, he was with some lady.

He appeared to know her. They were arguing, then she just kissed him out of no where.

Something hurt when she did that. I turned around and went back to the room.

Something about seeing that really hurt me.

I looked back to see them hugging. She then saw me and smirked at me.

Something about that face seemed familiar.

I pushed it to the back of my mind and went back to my room.

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Sometime later, I was lying in bed when 3 people bust through the door.

I smiled softly, they all stood next to each other. One smiling, one sobbing and one with a blank face.

"Well can I get a hug or are you all too old for that?"

Well 2 came in at once. "Mom, I missed you so much" Tam said "I missed you too" Cam said.

"I missed you my babies as well". I said as I kissed their cheeks.

I looked up to see Sam on his phone. Just like usual. Smh

A/n: so its been months ik ik. Im sorry. I'm bad :-( :-( :-( but ill definitely try better. :-)